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If you were mine
I'd be your everything
And you would be the only thing
That I would ever need
If you were mine
I would tell everyone
That you are the only one
That I could ever want

_*if you were mine

ok. i noe it's been a month since i last blog. but it was the prelims. so busier a lil.

anyway, juz saw fadzli's blog. it's super lame lahs. blogged abt our last outing to breeks where the ice cream was smaller than norman's balls. hahas. i laughed and blushed alot i guess. goodness mi sia... such a comparision... well, if u're interested to noe wad's the size, check out fadz's blog: darkscythe2085.blogspot.com

so e.maths was a killer todae. think im gonna fail it badly. chem was another murderer ydae loh. think i made freaking lot of mistakes. hais.

on a lighter note, coach's bdae is on sat. so we're goin to his house to party. den tmr's anthony's bdae. gonna go out i guess... den mayb go library with fadz to return his book loh. anyway, got tuition now. so stress. buais...

well. guess it's been kinda long since i've blog the last time i've blogged... so this is a quick update of what i've been up to... =p

well. had my mocks in july. think i did pretty badly bahs... esp. for my sciences... those i did the worst. made lots and lots of careless mistakes for e.maths too. hais. and my prelims are coming up in abt two more weeks... im still slacking though... but kinda scared... hais.

anyway, now i have a bunch of really cute and really funny frens... they hang around cineleisure de... they are really really funny lahs... got lincoln, wen yao, ryan, fadzli, pearl, and theo and everybody else... yups. den we went to watch the fireworks yesterdae. at first thought it was at 8... but actually it was at midnight. mi making a fuss for being late, all for nothing. hahas. but then after that we reached suntec at abt 8 and they played para and KOF and everythg. played like almost 3 hrs... den norman's digital cam and discman were stolen. but didnt manage to catch the thief though. well. and den. we went to mac to eat. took lots of picts dere with ryan's hp... such a nice dae. but guess wad. we were late for the fireworks again. i was so pissed. so disappointed, dat i actually cried sia. kinda stupid right? den i think they were super shock... we were juz walking up the escalator outside suntec when the fireworks were fired. so damn upset.
hais. but i guess i shld be glad that at least i saw some of them... well. den lincoln send mi home and everythg. got home at one. =) mom didnt complain... hahas. well. gtg den. wanna go watch some tv...

well. it's true. for all the fun that u have, u're gonna get some thing bad back. nothing is free in this world. well. went to sentosa all white and ache-free. after one whole dae at the beach, i returned home with burns and skin is freaking mi out. it's really painfully! didnt sleep well, tossed and turn to get a comfortable place without any pain. ouch* wonder when they'll heal. my face's red too. hahas. wonder how im goin to town later like this...

still, had a reallie reallie great time together with my P6 pals. cant deny that fact. went kayaking at siloso beach. had so much fun... randy and li tian kept trying to capsize my boat. in the middle of he ocean too. like, wth? luckily i had my life-vest on. otherwise i would have drowned. not that i dont's know how to swim. but i'd have panicked and wouldnt be able to swim properly. hahas. well. i caught the technique of capsizing their boat while they are tryin to capsize mine. hahas. kick their near side of the boat!! hahas. they fell when i still haven capsize. lol. that was reallie reallie fun sia. hahas.

later we went to palawan... played beach ball. was so stupid lahs! hahas. the ball had lots n lots of sand that would rain down on u when u hit the ball. how dumb. had my face full of sand by the time we stopped playin. lol. what a sight. then when we realised the tide was coming in we hurriedly swam to the yellow buoy. well. i had an argument with junwei, whether it's "boy" or it's "bu-iee" like wth? hahas. we argue like almost throughout the dae loh. super farnie. den on the buoy we juz chatted and laughed about the old times when we were at school. hahas. couldnt recall much but was really farnie listenin to them again.
at the end of the dae all of us was burned up and "red" all over. red lobsters! hahas. but it was reallie fun. wonder when i'll see them altogether again. hais. well. i know i'll see them everydae. online!! hahas. contributed by eric. =)

well. 6E'2001 pcps rawks... =)

hiee.... well. noe it's been kinda long since i blogged. well. busy with stuff. exams this week n next. wanna wish everyone good luck... =)

well. got my hair cut ova the weekends. it's like super super nice. hahas. well. realli lurve it alot alot sia. hahas. all thanks to my dear... intro mi to his fren ma who works at some salon in orchard wan. hahas. my dear aso highlighted his hair gold. super nice too.

well. mi n dear doin super well now... he am chio todae when we were quarrelling loh. hahas. so sweet. so cute. i lurve my dear. heehee... well. gonna be one year soon. [ 06062005 ]

so. todae was da debate. we lost. stacy got best speaker though. great work guys, though we lost... =)

hahas. well. in school now lahs. hahas. we juz won the debate against lewis. hahas. gautum got best speaker though. well, we're juz lucky. kane screwed up with his speech. well. we're goin to thr finals... yeah!!

well, haven been blogging for a long time now. been really really busy in school loh. didnt really see much of dear too. everydae aso have to stay until 4 odd loh. hais. then on thurs we had our five items test. i tried damn hard to get my full As lohs. hais. i did like 3 times incline pull-ups to finally get my A sia. total do 51 pull ups lehs. in the end i end up with a throbbing hand. hais. den fri accompanied yvonne to bishan to make her glasses, den after dat pei alex at gybbc...

ydae went to nyjc. we had our sports heats dere mahs. dunno wad i doin there too. total waste of time. den ended up sooo damn sleepy for the whole dae. well, our class have good prospect of getting all the top runners in the events... happy sia. =)
aft that mi n yvonne went for lunch, when i realised i left my hp at her shoe cabinet outside her hse. i damn scared sia. luckily when we call her bro he siad it was there n kept for mi. im sooo happy. =p hahas. i think i super blur sia. hahas.
den aft that went hm to change and met dear, kok kiong and weijie at sim lim den went to eat. den went to bugis to walk n kk keep lookin out for chio bus. damn farnie sia. smre when we walked through bugis village den got alot of ppl mahs, and dear n weijie very far from us. then he stand behind mi be bodyguard sia. he really super nice. like a big kor kor liddat. hahas. den he holding cigarette den was so scared thet i will kanna burnt. den keep asking mi stand more to the right. den got one time got one malay standing to my right den he ask mi shift to the left. coz he dun like malays. so racist. but he racist aso got good reason sia. can understand why he feel liddat.

well, after dat i met izyan, shi hui, timothy, amal and yanyu at clark quay. they juz finished watchin Twelfth Night at DBS arts centre mahs. went to liang court to eat, den walked about clark quay. was supposed to wait for mitch but he was late due to work. so we wanted to go to trekkers in the cannery, but it was under renovations. hais. mitch doesnt even noe sia. hahas. den we sat by the river and talk loh. and took like so many pictures. den it was like getting so late and my parents were waiting for mi to go for dinner coz of my ah gong's bdae... den mitch still haven come sia. he was still driving to the warehouse. wth. so i had to go. so we all left lohs.

[ well, i saw this damn cute guy with this lil boy. think was his bro. den i saw him for the 2nd time at the river taxi kiosk. den he look. and i look. den he walk away den i turn and look. hahas. den he aso turn and look sia. hahas. damn farnie. well, it isnt fate for us to be frens. =p well, he looks familiar though. hahas. along lost fren mayb... maybe we'll meet again someday... ]

hahas.
watched spongebob todae.
with darling.
heehee.
the show is super super cute.
no words to describe sia.
it is really damn funny loh.
hahas.
spongebob is so cute.
"r they laughing at us?"
"no, they are laughing next to us."
wahahas.
my fav lines.
patrick is so cute too.
got one part he in stockings n high boots sia.
sooo sexy.
hahas.
like girl sia.
that really made mi laugh hard.
hahas.
ooo...
_* i lurve spongebob
=)
p.s i lurve my dear too. hahas.
actually, i lurve him forever.

heehee.
rmb smth.
last fri.
darling brought mi to ECP.
heehee.
stayed there the whole night.
at coffee bean and mac.
hahas.
we were watching gundam seed.
such a nice show loh.
i love it.
hahas.
den watched incredibles.
on my mah's laptop.
den darling fell asleep.
he sick still pei mi.
den make mi so happy.
ilu.
so much.
5.30
we headed to the beach.
laid on the sand.
on groundsheet of coz.
n fell asleep.
den woke up to see the sunrise.
damn the clouds.
covered my beautiful sunrise.
=)
wad a disappointment.
so we head home with a mac meal in hand.
took a cab to my hse.
sleep so long.
heehee.
i lurve my darling!!
heehee.

im sick.
wad the hell...
hais.
im home the whole dae.
i wanna die liaos.
so pain.
my adomen hurts like hell.
hais.
mom saes it's urinal infection.
sounds digusting.
hais.
stupid.
i hate school.
todae got bio test.
forgot all abt it.
n hell.
i skipped school.
wow.
hahas.
i failed chem n maths.
hope i wont get into sdl.
hais.
i'll cry man.
hais.
i miss my darling.
hais.
he came to see mi juz now.
with tuan.
suppose to pei mi see doc.
but my mom dun let.
sae doc closed liao.
nonsense.
hais.
they so make my dae.
made mi laugh.
=)
hais.
i love my dear.
=)

i've juz been liberated

i've realisesd, there are plenty of hypocrites in the world.

they are all around mi.

since the game, everyone blames yvonne.

it's not really her fault u noe.

she doesnt deserve the treatment.

i believe she does deserve the apologies.

some ppl can actually sae apologise to her, for wad?

freaking hell.

it's not the apology for blaming her.

but it's for the things that was said.

so hurting, so horrendous.

wadeva it is, it selfishness i see in ur blood.

wad if u were in her shoes.

bitch.

u have no human blood in you.

u can fark off and die bitch.

i'll be a hypocrite to u...

hahas. i so so so damn like my new skin... so nice rites... hahas. i love butterflies... hahas...

so anyway, life's been kinda nice. things are goin quite well with darling. i really think we can make it this time. heehee... but. hais. feel guilty lahs. like make lincoln so jialat liddat. hate to see him liddat. he shld go n get himself another better gurl. there are much better gurls out there. hais.

so now my mom's overseas with my dad. hahas. and im free. for 2 whole weeks. yippee... hahas... then i everydae like so slack sia. hahas... everydae can go out late late den nobody cares. hahas. so cool~~ wahahas. im goin bonkers... hahas. sians. sch alright now i guess... im paying much more attention to classes den ever before. really hope i wont get into sdl lahs. that'll be horrendous. hahas. so yups. the b girls got 2nd in zone. lost to rgs with a score of 68-62. everyone's kinda upset but i guss we'll juz strive harder for nationals bahs.
jiayou girls!

_*pink.saint[ ilu ]

hais. i wonder what is going on in that stupid brain of mine sitting snugly in my skull and on top of my neck. i did smth that everyone out there will scream n shout n pull the hairs off my head n beat their chests.[ extracted frm ms ow =) ] hais. i dunno wad im doing. i did a really really stupid thing...

-i broke with him to patch with him-

dumb rite? hais. i hurt him so much. i feel so so guilty. i wonder. shld i juz remain single, n not hurt myself n the others around mi? hais. seems to be i juz cant stay away frm love anyway.

*sobs

im dropping my first tear for lincoln.
why?
they are tears of true happiness.
my darling said something that triggered these tears.
_*i wanna treat u better than what alex treat u...
_*i wanna let u be the world's most xing fu gurl...
_*i wanna let alex know what a lost he had...
darling.
thank you.
thank you very very much.
i love u lots.
muahs.

hahas.
im happy people.
heehee.
i got a gread boyfren which i love so much.
so sweet and so cute.
heehee.
singapore poly.
19 wors.
heehee.
valentines' 2005.
11.13pm
he's my guy now.
=P

heehee. it's the chinese new year already. hahas. have been so busy packing the house sia. hais. todae school got performance. the lion dance one damn nice larhs. hahas. wei jian was huang laoshi's butt. he keep shaking lah. den damn funny. i keep laughing larhs. hmms. i think he really damn nice larhs. den after sch he pei mi go see doc for my sprain ankle. hahas.

todae went to see thomas in the hospital. he so kelian sia. cant breathe properly. hais. have to spend the cny in the hospital... well, wish him a fast recovery den....

mi goin to eat my reunion dinner le. buais.

ok. as i said last nite, we broke le. as for the reason why, it has always remained unclear to mi. he sae it's bcoz he dun love mi anymore. like, wtf. den y bother patching up in the firz place? hais. wadeva lahs. taking things in my stride lohs. not crying anymore le. onli cried ydae. hais.

anyway, dat dae before we break, erms, thursdae. he asked mi go down to find him coz he end late, 6.30 den end. so i went down from SMU after the girls' match and reached bukit batok at 5.15 liddat. kinda early, so i made a call to him. he didnt pick up. so i called again and left a voicemail. i told him i reach bukit batok already and will wait for him at the bus stop. den i went walking around for a while. still damn early. so in the end i went to the bus stop to wait lohs. i waited till 6.30 and he didnt appear. i den decided to call him. i kept calling n calling. every 10 mins or so i'll go call once or twice. waited n waited. left another voicemail to ask him where he was and to tell him i was still waiting. den 7.30 came. n he finally answered his bloody phone. i asked him where he was n could have the cheek to tell mi he was in toa payoh. fuck sia. n i bloody hell teared right dere. it was already close to 8 and i was far away frm home. i told him to come pick mi. he said he didnt have money. den i fcking hell slammed the phone on him. i called him again to ask him ow to walk to the mrt. bloody hell. didnt even pick the fcking phone. even had to call eugene to look for him. fcking shit. didnt even give mi proper directions lah. knn. had to ask strangers tearily for directions. den went home alone and took 45 mins of mrt ride myself. was expecting him to at least be at the stn waiting for mi. but he wasnt. i was disappointed.
when i reached home i called him.he told mi he was at home. i shouted at him and he told mi he did wait. for half an hour. knn. he noes better that i cant reach toapayoh frm bukit timah in 30 mins. he said he had to go hm already. knn. like i didnt? i reached at 9 lohs. knn. and when did he ever had a restriction to go hm so early. then i found out he didnt go sch that dae. knn. y couldnt he fcking hell answer his fcking phone in the firz place. knn. nvm. now we break le. perhaps it's a good thing. den i dun have to tolerate a self-centred, selfish bastard.

so we break le. so fast right. hais. dunno what guys are thinking loh. i juz hate guys. anyway, juz came in to tag n update a bit lahs. mad coming back on sundae. yay.

ok lahs. mi wanna go slp le. nitess.

hahas. juz change my skin again. heex. this is like so mysterious n so nice loh. hmmz. mi now at darling's hse. he watching dunno wad stupid samurai x wan lah. den he lyk dowan go play ball. sianx. n im stuck here with both his parents at home lohs. hais. now i very paisehx. haix. kz lah. dowan type le. buais...

hais. life is boring. hais. dunno wad to do sia. todae stae home the whole dae to do stupid spring cleaning loh. so sianx ritex. hais. den darling went to jurong east swimming complex loh. i feel so bad loh, cant join him. i really miss him even we onli nvr see each other for 1 dae lors. hais. he aso abit upset, but i hope he'll understand bahs. [[ darling, i love u kz. muacks. ]]

hello. mi here again. yupz. juz wanna update on some stuff. hmmz. mi and darling[alex] patch le. hmmz. dat idiot can actually forget my bdae loh. wtf. still can tell mi he nvr expect my bdae to be the same as someone loh. ka0x. n it's a girl goddamn it. i cant believe it loh. wad.the.fuck!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant fucking hell believe it ok. goddamn it. im in a fucking hell of a mood. todae i pissed everyone off... alex, wei jian, and now shaun. hmmz. wad can i sae. im anti guys todae. hmmph!!! i juz simply cant believe alex can forget my bdae loh... fuck. i hate guys._*

hmmz... so... it has been kinda long since i've really seriuosly blog yah? hmmz. anyway, mi sec 4 le... dat's y very busy... so naturally wont have time to blog much yah?

well, school has been reallu sucky up to now lah. coz everydae aso have s.s.p (structured study programme) until quite late loh. hardly have enough time to go bbc play bball le... so kinda miss all the people dere yah? especially my sonny aaron n alton, and tuan, and ck, and the list goes on n on. cant tell u guys how much i miss u guys sia... heehee... yupz. n i miss my jie mad too... she haven reply since the last time she msg mi n sae she n parents quarrelling.... haix... miss her so damn much. luckily she coming back soon le bah. around 6 feb bah, for CNY. good sia. gonna rock singapore with her. heehee...

anyway, mi now trying very very hard to patch with [him]. trying really hard bah... but then, got [ahem]. he really treat mi very good loh. but. haix. see how sia... he everydae walk to school with mi... haix. dunno how lah. now most important thing on the list is still O levels loh.... muz strive hard and get to a good jc/poly. still dunno wanna go jc or poly... most probably will be going poly loh... hmmz... mi muz jiayou. =)

so, the b girls are starting their competition nxt week. hope everythg goes well for them n let them clinche the tops again, and go into nationals. jiayou jiayou b^girls. =)

ok lah. that's all. mi wanna go watch tv. cheerios~

hmmz... so long never blog le.. new school year start le mah... kinda busy mah... anyway, mi at genghui's hse now... will blog later when i get home. =)

*yawnz* heehee... juz woke up lah...

yupx. very busy these paz daes... keep goin out lah.. or else is lazy to blog... or else is playin gunbound.... yupx. juz started playing onli loh... so dumb ritex... coz lyk i finally got rid of the rubbish in my com n so can dl gb loh... =) kinda fun lah...but im still very lousy at it...

hmmx. ydae nite talk to darling until almost three... n i was so tired... woke up early to go to sundae class... so... yah... den i was closing my eyes den napping a bit. then comes the funni part... he talk to mi den i dunno sae wad dumb shit to him loh... wahkaox. i was sayin things dat i was dreaming loh... so damn freaking hilarious loh... i was lyk. " eh..no... wad m i saying.." den i laughed n laughed. heehee... n it didnt onli happen once... den finally he gave up n ask mi go slp.. haha... hahahahahah..

so anyway, later we goin out to amk to eat dunno wad buffet de... mad n ww aso goin, along with raf n eugene... i think ww aso calling siang hoon n another 17 yr old guy dat i think she is interested in bah.. haha... ok lah. goin to play gb... blehx. =P

hmmx. kinda busy... juz wanna notice everyone dat if u are really really interested in wad goes on everydae u can actually go to mi n my dar's blog at http://born-for-u.blogspot.com . i'll most probably be bloggin dere most of the time bah... so... yeapx... see ya..

haha. i think i've really corrected it le. yeah~ heehee... so aniwae, been busy lately... yupz. coz i have work attachment frm school yah? heehee... posted to Halifax Childcare Centre. heehee... the children so damn freaking cuteee loh... heehee... they are all pre-schoolers n so adorable!! got this girl call megan, she's really very hardworking n clever loh. she noes all the alphabets n the phonics form n numbers too... really smart loh. den the teachers dere are aso very very friendly. everydae abt 1 i go for lunch on the ground floor den the teachers also will be dere. den we'll chat chat n laugh laugh alot. heehee. they really really very nice. i still feel lyk extending sia. haix.

haix. mondae got chem exam loh. mi still haven go n study for it loh. den smre tmr goin to play mahjong at my dear's hse. will try to bring my book dere to study. =x but definitely wont touch much. haix. will try to make time on the weekend bah.

ok lah. late liao. need to go slp early. tmr got to wake up early n go find my cute toddlers. see ya!

good. i've corrected my blog le. ok. so it's been a long time since i last blogged, but it has been kinda hectic anyway. busy with school, bball, n stuff. ya noe, mi dar. heex.

went to simon(alex's ermx, fren) hse todae. with everyone else of course. quite fun, den margeret came with jon. she's very friendly, can get along quite well with her loh. yah. den simon de baby very very cute loh. so small loh. heehee. den the hse no space den we go outside corridor dere sit. den play dia di n blackjack aso. very fun. den juz got home. now i realise s.s de ppl not so bad de loh. all quite good. coz ydae we aso go town with dem mah. go play pool. heehee. so damn funny. eugene aso very nice loh. not as bad as i think. heehee. he keep askin mi to play, but i dowan.

haix. my leg now got so many blisters sia. not used to wearing heels loh. haix. sianx. I DOWAN GO BACK SCHOOL TOMORROW. aargh. mi wanna party everydae. haix. so boring. i dowan go back trainin sia. kinda useless loh. i think coach aso choose his players le. so wad's the point. den the "important" players are all havin secret training, and they talk abt it in front of us but they dowan to let us noe. f.ck sia. so...yah. wad's the point. maybe i'll juz quit. it doesnt matter anymore.

wadeva

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