ok. as i said last nite, we broke le. as for the reason why, it has always remained unclear to mi. he sae it's bcoz he dun love mi anymore. like, wtf. den y bother patching up in the firz place? hais. wadeva lahs. taking things in my stride lohs. not crying anymore le. onli cried ydae. hais.
anyway, dat dae before we break, erms, thursdae. he asked mi go down to find him coz he end late, 6.30 den end. so i went down from SMU after the girls' match and reached bukit batok at 5.15 liddat. kinda early, so i made a call to him. he didnt pick up. so i called again and left a voicemail. i told him i reach bukit batok already and will wait for him at the bus stop. den i went walking around for a while. still damn early. so in the end i went to the bus stop to wait lohs. i waited till 6.30 and he didnt appear. i den decided to call him. i kept calling n calling. every 10 mins or so i'll go call once or twice. waited n waited. left another voicemail to ask him where he was and to tell him i was still waiting. den 7.30 came. n he finally answered his bloody phone. i asked him where he was n could have the cheek to tell mi he was in toa payoh. fuck sia. n i bloody hell teared right dere. it was already close to 8 and i was far away frm home. i told him to come pick mi. he said he didnt have money. den i fcking hell slammed the phone on him. i called him again to ask him ow to walk to the mrt. bloody hell. didnt even pick the fcking phone. even had to call eugene to look for him. fcking shit. didnt even give mi proper directions lah. knn. had to ask strangers tearily for directions. den went home alone and took 45 mins of mrt ride myself. was expecting him to at least be at the stn waiting for mi. but he wasnt. i was
disappointed.
when i reached home i called him.he told mi he was at home. i shouted at him and he told mi he did wait. for half an hour. knn. he noes better that i cant reach toapayoh frm bukit timah in 30 mins. he said he had to go hm already. knn. like i didnt? i reached at 9 lohs. knn. and when did he ever had a restriction to go hm so early. then i found out he didnt go sch that dae. knn. y couldnt he fcking hell answer his fcking phone in the firz place. knn. nvm. now we break le. perhaps it's a good thing. den i dun have to tolerate a self-centred, selfish bastard.
ok. as i said last nite, we broke le. as for the reason why, it has always remained unclear to mi. he sae it's bcoz he dun love mi anymore. like, wtf. den y bother patching up in the firz place? hais. wadeva lahs. taking things in my stride lohs. not crying anymore le. onli cried ydae. hais.
anyway, dat dae before we break, erms, thursdae. he asked mi go down to find him coz he end late, 6.30 den end. so i went down from SMU after the girls' match and reached bukit batok at 5.15 liddat. kinda early, so i made a call to him. he didnt pick up. so i called again and left a voicemail. i told him i reach bukit batok already and will wait for him at the bus stop. den i went walking around for a while. still damn early. so in the end i went to the bus stop to wait lohs. i waited till 6.30 and he didnt appear. i den decided to call him. i kept calling n calling. every 10 mins or so i'll go call once or twice. waited n waited. left another voicemail to ask him where he was and to tell him i was still waiting. den 7.30 came. n he finally answered his bloody phone. i asked him where he was n could have the cheek to tell mi he was in toa payoh. fuck sia. n i bloody hell teared right dere. it was already close to 8 and i was far away frm home. i told him to come pick mi. he said he didnt have money. den i fcking hell slammed the phone on him. i called him again to ask him ow to walk to the mrt. bloody hell. didnt even pick the fcking phone. even had to call eugene to look for him. fcking shit. didnt even give mi proper directions lah. knn. had to ask strangers tearily for directions. den went home alone and took 45 mins of mrt ride myself. was expecting him to at least be at the stn waiting for mi. but he wasnt. i was
disappointed.
when i reached home i called him.he told mi he was at home. i shouted at him and he told mi he did wait. for half an hour. knn. he noes better that i cant reach toapayoh frm bukit timah in 30 mins. he said he had to go hm already. knn. like i didnt? i reached at 9 lohs. knn. and when did he ever had a restriction to go hm so early. then i found out he didnt go sch that dae. knn. y couldnt he fcking hell answer his fcking phone in the firz place. knn. nvm. now we break le. perhaps it's a good thing. den i dun have to tolerate a self-centred, selfish bastard.
so we break le. so fast right. hais. dunno what guys are thinking loh. i juz hate guys. anyway, juz came in to tag n update a bit lahs. mad coming back on sundae. yay.
ok lahs. mi wanna go slp le. nitess.
hahas. juz change my skin again. heex. this is like so mysterious n so nice loh. hmmz. mi now at darling's hse. he watching dunno wad stupid samurai x wan lah. den he lyk dowan go play ball. sianx. n im stuck here with both his parents at home lohs. hais. now i very paisehx. haix. kz lah. dowan type le. buais...
hais. life is
boring. hais. dunno wad to do sia. todae stae home the whole dae to do stupid spring cleaning loh. so sianx ritex. hais. den darling went to jurong east swimming complex loh. i feel so bad loh, cant join him. i really miss him even we onli nvr see each other for 1 dae lors. hais. he aso abit upset, but i hope he'll understand bahs. [[ darling, i love u kz. muacks. ]]
