wadeva

2006-01-17T11:51:00.000+08:00

heyy all. relink yeap.

http://-saintcalista-.blogspot.com

2005-09-15T17:14:00.000+08:00

If you were mine
I'd be your everything
And you would be the only thing
That I would ever need
If you were mine
I would tell everyone
That you are the only one
That I could ever want

_*if you were mine

2005-09-15T16:47:00.000+08:00

ok. i noe it's been a month since i last blog. but it was the prelims. so busier a lil.

anyway, juz saw fadzli's blog. it's super lame lahs. blogged abt our last outing to breeks where the ice cream was smaller than norman's balls. hahas. i laughed and blushed alot i guess. goodness mi sia... such a comparision... well, if u're interested to noe wad's the size, check out fadz's blog: darkscythe2085.blogspot.com

so e.maths was a killer todae. think im gonna fail it badly. chem was another murderer ydae loh. think i made freaking lot of mistakes. hais.

on a lighter note, coach's bdae is on sat. so we're goin to his house to party. den tmr's anthony's bdae. gonna go out i guess... den mayb go library with fadz to return his book loh. anyway, got tuition now. so stress. buais...

2005-08-09T22:06:00.000+08:00

well. guess it's been kinda long since i've blog the last time i've blogged... so this is a quick update of what i've been up to... =p

well. had my mocks in july. think i did pretty badly bahs... esp. for my sciences... those i did the worst. made lots and lots of careless mistakes for e.maths too. hais. and my prelims are coming up in abt two more weeks... im still slacking though... but kinda scared... hais.

anyway, now i have a bunch of really cute and really funny frens... they hang around cineleisure de... they are really really funny lahs... got lincoln, wen yao, ryan, fadzli, pearl, and theo and everybody else... yups. den we went to watch the fireworks yesterdae. at first thought it was at 8... but actually it was at midnight. mi making a fuss for being late, all for nothing. hahas. but then after that we reached suntec at abt 8 and they played para and KOF and everythg. played like almost 3 hrs... den norman's digital cam and discman were stolen. but didnt manage to catch the thief though. well. and den. we went to mac to eat. took lots of picts dere with ryan's hp... such a nice dae. but guess wad. we were late for the fireworks again. i was so pissed. so disappointed, dat i actually cried sia. kinda stupid right? den i think they were super shock... we were juz walking up the escalator outside suntec when the fireworks were fired. so damn upset.
hais. but i guess i shld be glad that at least i saw some of them... well. den lincoln send mi home and everythg. got home at one. =) mom didnt complain... hahas. well. gtg den. wanna go watch some tv...

2005-06-17T11:15:00.000+08:00

well. it's true. for all the fun that u have, u're gonna get some thing bad back. nothing is free in this world. well. went to sentosa all white and ache-free. after one whole dae at the beach, i returned home with burns and skin is freaking mi out. it's really painfully! didnt sleep well, tossed and turn to get a comfortable place without any pain. ouch* wonder when they'll heal. my face's red too. hahas. wonder how im goin to town later like this...

still, had a reallie reallie great time together with my P6 pals. cant deny that fact. went kayaking at siloso beach. had so much fun... randy and li tian kept trying to capsize my boat. in the middle of he ocean too. like, wth? luckily i had my life-vest on. otherwise i would have drowned. not that i dont's know how to swim. but i'd have panicked and wouldnt be able to swim properly. hahas. well. i caught the technique of capsizing their boat while they are tryin to capsize mine. hahas. kick their near side of the boat!! hahas. they fell when i still haven capsize. lol. that was reallie reallie fun sia. hahas.

later we went to palawan... played beach ball. was so stupid lahs! hahas. the ball had lots n lots of sand that would rain down on u when u hit the ball. how dumb. had my face full of sand by the time we stopped playin. lol. what a sight. then when we realised the tide was coming in we hurriedly swam to the yellow buoy. well. i had an argument with junwei, whether it's "boy" or it's "bu-iee" like wth? hahas. we argue like almost throughout the dae loh. super farnie. den on the buoy we juz chatted and laughed about the old times when we were at school. hahas. couldnt recall much but was really farnie listenin to them again.
at the end of the dae all of us was burned up and "red" all over. red lobsters! hahas. but it was reallie fun. wonder when i'll see them altogether again. hais. well. i know i'll see them everydae. online!! hahas. contributed by eric. =)

well. 6E'2001 pcps rawks... =)

2005-05-03T19:08:00.000+08:00

hiee.... well. noe it's been kinda long since i blogged. well. busy with stuff. exams this week n next. wanna wish everyone good luck... =)

well. got my hair cut ova the weekends. it's like super super nice. hahas. well. realli lurve it alot alot sia. hahas. all thanks to my dear... intro mi to his fren ma who works at some salon in orchard wan. hahas. my dear aso highlighted his hair gold. super nice too.

well. mi n dear doin super well now... he am chio todae when we were quarrelling loh. hahas. so sweet. so cute. i lurve my dear. heehee... well. gonna be one year soon. [ 06062005 ]

so. todae was da debate. we lost. stacy got best speaker though. great work guys, though we lost... =)

2005-04-15T15:36:00.000+08:00

hahas. well. in school now lahs. hahas. we juz won the debate against lewis. hahas. gautum got best speaker though. well, we're juz lucky. kane screwed up with his speech. well. we're goin to thr finals... yeah!!

2005-04-10T16:33:00.000+08:00

well, haven been blogging for a long time now. been really really busy in school loh. didnt really see much of dear too. everydae aso have to stay until 4 odd loh. hais. then on thurs we had our five items test. i tried damn hard to get my full As lohs. hais. i did like 3 times incline pull-ups to finally get my A sia. total do 51 pull ups lehs. in the end i end up with a throbbing hand. hais. den fri accompanied yvonne to bishan to make her glasses, den after dat pei alex at gybbc...

ydae went to nyjc. we had our sports heats dere mahs. dunno wad i doin there too. total waste of time. den ended up sooo damn sleepy for the whole dae. well, our class have good prospect of getting all the top runners in the events... happy sia. =)
aft that mi n yvonne went for lunch, when i realised i left my hp at her shoe cabinet outside her hse. i damn scared sia. luckily when we call her bro he siad it was there n kept for mi. im sooo happy. =p hahas. i think i super blur sia. hahas.
den aft that went hm to change and met dear, kok kiong and weijie at sim lim den went to eat. den went to bugis to walk n kk keep lookin out for chio bus. damn farnie sia. smre when we walked through bugis village den got alot of ppl mahs, and dear n weijie very far from us. then he stand behind mi be bodyguard sia. he really super nice. like a big kor kor liddat. hahas. den he holding cigarette den was so scared thet i will kanna burnt. den keep asking mi stand more to the right. den got one time got one malay standing to my right den he ask mi shift to the left. coz he dun like malays. so racist. but he racist aso got good reason sia. can understand why he feel liddat.

well, after dat i met izyan, shi hui, timothy, amal and yanyu at clark quay. they juz finished watchin Twelfth Night at DBS arts centre mahs. went to liang court to eat, den walked about clark quay. was supposed to wait for mitch but he was late due to work. so we wanted to go to trekkers in the cannery, but it was under renovations. hais. mitch doesnt even noe sia. hahas. den we sat by the river and talk loh. and took like so many pictures. den it was like getting so late and my parents were waiting for mi to go for dinner coz of my ah gong's bdae... den mitch still haven come sia. he was still driving to the warehouse. wth. so i had to go. so we all left lohs.

[ well, i saw this damn cute guy with this lil boy. think was his bro. den i saw him for the 2nd time at the river taxi kiosk. den he look. and i look. den he walk away den i turn and look. hahas. den he aso turn and look sia. hahas. damn farnie. well, it isnt fate for us to be frens. =p well, he looks familiar though. hahas. along lost fren mayb... maybe we'll meet again someday... ]

2005-03-22T23:28:00.000+08:00

hahas.
watched spongebob todae.
with darling.
heehee.
the show is super super cute.
no words to describe sia.
it is really damn funny loh.
hahas.
spongebob is so cute.
"r they laughing at us?"
"no, they are laughing next to us."
wahahas.
my fav lines.
patrick is so cute too.
got one part he in stockings n high boots sia.
sooo sexy.
hahas.
like girl sia.
that really made mi laugh hard.
hahas.
ooo...
_* i lurve spongebob
=)
p.s i lurve my dear too. hahas.
actually, i lurve him forever.

2005-03-21T19:01:00.000+08:00

heehee.
rmb smth.
last fri.
darling brought mi to ECP.
heehee.
stayed there the whole night.
at coffee bean and mac.
hahas.
we were watching gundam seed.
such a nice show loh.
i love it.
hahas.
den watched incredibles.
on my mah's laptop.
den darling fell asleep.
he sick still pei mi.
den make mi so happy.
ilu.
so much.
5.30
we headed to the beach.
laid on the sand.
on groundsheet of coz.
n fell asleep.
den woke up to see the sunrise.
damn the clouds.
covered my beautiful sunrise.
=)
wad a disappointment.
so we head home with a mac meal in hand.
took a cab to my hse.
sleep so long.
heehee.
i lurve my darling!!
heehee.

2005-03-21T18:40:00.000+08:00

im sick.
wad the hell...
hais.
im home the whole dae.
i wanna die liaos.
so pain.
my adomen hurts like hell.
hais.
mom saes it's urinal infection.
sounds digusting.
hais.
stupid.
i hate school.
todae got bio test.
forgot all abt it.
n hell.
i skipped school.
wow.
hahas.
i failed chem n maths.
hope i wont get into sdl.
hais.
i'll cry man.
hais.
i miss my darling.
hais.
he came to see mi juz now.
with tuan.
suppose to pei mi see doc.
but my mom dun let.
sae doc closed liao.
nonsense.
hais.
they so make my dae.
made mi laugh.
=)
hais.
i love my dear.
=)

2005-03-11T22:53:00.000+08:00

i've juz been liberated

i've realisesd, there are plenty of hypocrites in the world.

they are all around mi.

since the game, everyone blames yvonne.

it's not really her fault u noe.

she doesnt deserve the treatment.

i believe she does deserve the apologies.

some ppl can actually sae apologise to her, for wad?

freaking hell.

it's not the apology for blaming her.

but it's for the things that was said.

so hurting, so horrendous.

wadeva it is, it selfishness i see in ur blood.

wad if u were in her shoes.

bitch.

u have no human blood in you.

u can fark off and die bitch.

i'll be a hypocrite to u...

2005-03-09T22:39:00.000+08:00

hahas. i so so so damn like my new skin... so nice rites... hahas. i love butterflies... hahas...

so anyway, life's been kinda nice. things are goin quite well with darling. i really think we can make it this time. heehee... but. hais. feel guilty lahs. like make lincoln so jialat liddat. hate to see him liddat. he shld go n get himself another better gurl. there are much better gurls out there. hais.

so now my mom's overseas with my dad. hahas. and im free. for 2 whole weeks. yippee... hahas... then i everydae like so slack sia. hahas... everydae can go out late late den nobody cares. hahas. so cool~~ wahahas. im goin bonkers... hahas. sians. sch alright now i guess... im paying much more attention to classes den ever before. really hope i wont get into sdl lahs. that'll be horrendous. hahas. so yups. the b girls got 2nd in zone. lost to rgs with a score of 68-62. everyone's kinda upset but i guss we'll juz strive harder for nationals bahs.
jiayou girls!

_*pink.saint[ ilu ]

2005-02-27T17:17:00.000+08:00

hais. i wonder what is going on in that stupid brain of mine sitting snugly in my skull and on top of my neck. i did smth that everyone out there will scream n shout n pull the hairs off my head n beat their chests.[ extracted frm ms ow =) ] hais. i dunno wad im doing. i did a really really stupid thing...

-i broke with him to patch with him-

dumb rite? hais. i hurt him so much. i feel so so guilty. i wonder. shld i juz remain single, n not hurt myself n the others around mi? hais. seems to be i juz cant stay away frm love anyway.

*sobs

2005-02-18T23:25:00.000+08:00

im dropping my first tear for lincoln.
why?
they are tears of true happiness.
my darling said something that triggered these tears.
_*i wanna treat u better than what alex treat u...
_*i wanna let u be the world's most xing fu gurl...
_*i wanna let alex know what a lost he had...
darling.
thank you.
thank you very very much.
i love u lots.
muahs.

2005-02-15T23:01:00.000+08:00

hahas.
im happy people.
heehee.
i got a gread boyfren which i love so much.
so sweet and so cute.
heehee.
singapore poly.
19 wors.
heehee.
valentines' 2005.
11.13pm
he's my guy now.
=P

2005-02-08T19:31:00.000+08:00

heehee. it's the chinese new year already. hahas. have been so busy packing the house sia. hais. todae school got performance. the lion dance one damn nice larhs. hahas. wei jian was huang laoshi's butt. he keep shaking lah. den damn funny. i keep laughing larhs. hmms. i think he really damn nice larhs. den after sch he pei mi go see doc for my sprain ankle. hahas.

todae went to see thomas in the hospital. he so kelian sia. cant breathe properly. hais. have to spend the cny in the hospital... well, wish him a fast recovery den....

mi goin to eat my reunion dinner le. buais.

2005-02-05T13:35:00.001+08:00

ok. as i said last nite, we broke le. as for the reason why, it has always remained unclear to mi. he sae it's bcoz he dun love mi anymore. like, wtf. den y bother patching up in the firz place? hais. wadeva lahs. taking things in my stride lohs. not crying anymore le. onli cried ydae. hais.

anyway, dat dae before we break, erms, thursdae. he asked mi go down to find him coz he end late, 6.30 den end. so i went down from SMU after the girls' match and reached bukit batok at 5.15 liddat. kinda early, so i made a call to him. he didnt pick up. so i called again and left a voicemail. i told him i reach bukit batok already and will wait for him at the bus stop. den i went walking around for a while. still damn early. so in the end i went to the bus stop to wait lohs. i waited till 6.30 and he didnt appear. i den decided to call him. i kept calling n calling. every 10 mins or so i'll go call once or twice. waited n waited. left another voicemail to ask him where he was and to tell him i was still waiting. den 7.30 came. n he finally answered his bloody phone. i asked him where he was n could have the cheek to tell mi he was in toa payoh. fuck sia. n i bloody hell teared right dere. it was already close to 8 and i was far away frm home. i told him to come pick mi. he said he didnt have money. den i fcking hell slammed the phone on him. i called him again to ask him ow to walk to the mrt. bloody hell. didnt even pick the fcking phone. even had to call eugene to look for him. fcking shit. didnt even give mi proper directions lah. knn. had to ask strangers tearily for directions. den went home alone and took 45 mins of mrt ride myself. was expecting him to at least be at the stn waiting for mi. but he wasnt. i was disappointed.
when i reached home i called him.he told mi he was at home. i shouted at him and he told mi he did wait. for half an hour. knn. he noes better that i cant reach toapayoh frm bukit timah in 30 mins. he said he had to go hm already. knn. like i didnt? i reached at 9 lohs. knn. and when did he ever had a restriction to go hm so early. then i found out he didnt go sch that dae. knn. y couldnt he fcking hell answer his fcking phone in the firz place. knn. nvm. now we break le. perhaps it's a good thing. den i dun have to tolerate a self-centred, selfish bastard.

2005-02-05T13:35:00.000+08:00

2005-02-05T01:26:00.000+08:00

so we break le. so fast right. hais. dunno what guys are thinking loh. i juz hate guys. anyway, juz came in to tag n update a bit lahs. mad coming back on sundae. yay.

ok lahs. mi wanna go slp le. nitess.

2005-02-01T18:48:00.000+08:00

hahas. juz change my skin again. heex. this is like so mysterious n so nice loh. hmmz. mi now at darling's hse. he watching dunno wad stupid samurai x wan lah. den he lyk dowan go play ball. sianx. n im stuck here with both his parents at home lohs. hais. now i very paisehx. haix. kz lah. dowan type le. buais...

2005-01-30T01:36:00.000+08:00

hais. life is boring. hais. dunno wad to do sia. todae stae home the whole dae to do stupid spring cleaning loh. so sianx ritex. hais. den darling went to jurong east swimming complex loh. i feel so bad loh, cant join him. i really miss him even we onli nvr see each other for 1 dae lors. hais. he aso abit upset, but i hope he'll understand bahs. [[ darling, i love u kz. muacks. ]]

2005-01-28T23:40:00.000+08:00

hello. mi here again. yupz. juz wanna update on some stuff. hmmz. mi and darling[alex] patch le. hmmz. dat idiot can actually forget my bdae loh. wtf. still can tell mi he nvr expect my bdae to be the same as someone loh. ka0x. n it's a girl goddamn it. i cant believe it loh. wad.the.fuck!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant fucking hell believe it ok. goddamn it. im in a fucking hell of a mood. todae i pissed everyone off... alex, wei jian, and now shaun. hmmz. wad can i sae. im anti guys todae. hmmph!!! i juz simply cant believe alex can forget my bdae loh... fuck. i hate guys._*

2005-01-19T19:37:00.000+08:00

hmmz... so... it has been kinda long since i've really seriuosly blog yah? hmmz. anyway, mi sec 4 le... dat's y very busy... so naturally wont have time to blog much yah?

well, school has been reallu sucky up to now lah. coz everydae aso have s.s.p (structured study programme) until quite late loh. hardly have enough time to go bbc play bball le... so kinda miss all the people dere yah? especially my sonny aaron n alton, and tuan, and ck, and the list goes on n on. cant tell u guys how much i miss u guys sia... heehee... yupz. n i miss my jie mad too... she haven reply since the last time she msg mi n sae she n parents quarrelling.... haix... miss her so damn much. luckily she coming back soon le bah. around 6 feb bah, for CNY. good sia. gonna rock singapore with her. heehee...

anyway, mi now trying very very hard to patch with [him]. trying really hard bah... but then, got [ahem]. he really treat mi very good loh. but. haix. see how sia... he everydae walk to school with mi... haix. dunno how lah. now most important thing on the list is still O levels loh.... muz strive hard and get to a good jc/poly. still dunno wanna go jc or poly... most probably will be going poly loh... hmmz... mi muz jiayou. =)

so, the b girls are starting their competition nxt week. hope everythg goes well for them n let them clinche the tops again, and go into nationals. jiayou jiayou b^girls. =)

ok lah. that's all. mi wanna go watch tv. cheerios~

2005-01-12T16:37:00.000+08:00

hmmz... so long never blog le.. new school year start le mah... kinda busy mah... anyway, mi at genghui's hse now... will blog later when i get home. =)

2004-11-29T11:51:00.001+08:00

*yawnz* heehee... juz woke up lah...

yupx. very busy these paz daes... keep goin out lah.. or else is lazy to blog... or else is playin gunbound.... yupx. juz started playing onli loh... so dumb ritex... coz lyk i finally got rid of the rubbish in my com n so can dl gb loh... =) kinda fun lah...but im still very lousy at it...

hmmx. ydae nite talk to darling until almost three... n i was so tired... woke up early to go to sundae class... so... yah... den i was closing my eyes den napping a bit. then comes the funni part... he talk to mi den i dunno sae wad dumb shit to him loh... wahkaox. i was sayin things dat i was dreaming loh... so damn freaking hilarious loh... i was lyk. " eh..no... wad m i saying.." den i laughed n laughed. heehee... n it didnt onli happen once... den finally he gave up n ask mi go slp.. haha... hahahahahah..

so anyway, later we goin out to amk to eat dunno wad buffet de... mad n ww aso goin, along with raf n eugene... i think ww aso calling siang hoon n another 17 yr old guy dat i think she is interested in bah.. haha... ok lah. goin to play gb... blehx. =P

2004-11-29T11:51:00.000+08:00

2004-11-22T23:32:00.000+08:00

hmmx. kinda busy... juz wanna notice everyone dat if u are really really interested in wad goes on everydae u can actually go to mi n my dar's blog at http://born-for-u.blogspot.com . i'll most probably be bloggin dere most of the time bah... so... yeapx... see ya..

2004-11-19T01:03:00.000+08:00

haha. i think i've really corrected it le. yeah~ heehee... so aniwae, been busy lately... yupz. coz i have work attachment frm school yah? heehee... posted to Halifax Childcare Centre. heehee... the children so damn freaking cuteee loh... heehee... they are all pre-schoolers n so adorable!! got this girl call megan, she's really very hardworking n clever loh. she noes all the alphabets n the phonics form n numbers too... really smart loh. den the teachers dere are aso very very friendly. everydae abt 1 i go for lunch on the ground floor den the teachers also will be dere. den we'll chat chat n laugh laugh alot. heehee. they really really very nice. i still feel lyk extending sia. haix.

haix. mondae got chem exam loh. mi still haven go n study for it loh. den smre tmr goin to play mahjong at my dear's hse. will try to bring my book dere to study. =x but definitely wont touch much. haix. will try to make time on the weekend bah.

ok lah. late liao. need to go slp early. tmr got to wake up early n go find my cute toddlers. see ya!

2004-10-31T22:20:00.000+08:00

good. i've corrected my blog le. ok. so it's been a long time since i last blogged, but it has been kinda hectic anyway. busy with school, bball, n stuff. ya noe, mi dar. heex.

went to simon(alex's ermx, fren) hse todae. with everyone else of course. quite fun, den margeret came with jon. she's very friendly, can get along quite well with her loh. yah. den simon de baby very very cute loh. so small loh. heehee. den the hse no space den we go outside corridor dere sit. den play dia di n blackjack aso. very fun. den juz got home. now i realise s.s de ppl not so bad de loh. all quite good. coz ydae we aso go town with dem mah. go play pool. heehee. so damn funny. eugene aso very nice loh. not as bad as i think. heehee. he keep askin mi to play, but i dowan.

haix. my leg now got so many blisters sia. not used to wearing heels loh. haix. sianx. I DOWAN GO BACK SCHOOL TOMORROW. aargh. mi wanna party everydae. haix. so boring. i dowan go back trainin sia. kinda useless loh. i think coach aso choose his players le. so wad's the point. den the "important" players are all havin secret training, and they talk abt it in front of us but they dowan to let us noe. f.ck sia. so...yah. wad's the point. maybe i'll juz quit. it doesnt matter anymore.

2004-10-15T23:06:00.000+08:00

so.. haven been blogging recently.. kinda lazy to come online... aniwae, results come out le.. all kns sia... i failed a.maths, physics, n chem loh... still dunno got more anot loh.. but class is now really relax... but then soon the teachers will start lesson again n prepare us for O's next yr.. haix...

i wanna add music to my blog loh.. but dunno where i can get good codes loh.. muz go hunt sia.... haix.... anyone know where to find good codes muz tell mi ah.. okok.. mi gonna continue my search for codes le.. see ya

muackx*+

2004-10-09T20:40:00.000+08:00

hey hey... mi here again... heehee... now bloggin on my labtop.. heehee... coz got wireless mah... so cool sia... wahaha... okie... juz now go bishan.. haix... den got so many conflict... but now ok le.. dun wish to sae much abt it... but kinda obvious lah... heex... okok.. gonna go into muggin now... byez... muackz*

2004-10-09T10:33:00.000+08:00

morning...~~ it's like 10.30 on a beautiful saturday n i'm still stuck at home... heehee... but i woke up so damn happy... the first thg dat came to my mind was my contacts... heehee... cant help thinkin of them..

heehee... ww juz tell mi my ex-classmate's fren wan her number... haha... so them gao xiao loh... haha... got ppl wan her fat face.. haha.. jk... we saw them twice ydae at central den ww nvr even notice them... goes to show huh? heehee...

haix... wanna go down bbc later but mad dowan loh... she sae she tmr goin ice-skating with her sis frenz den cannot go out todae... ask mi tmr den go down... siao sia.. mi tmr will have class loh... cannot go down liao... den if she go ice skating where got half-dae will play enough one.. plz loh... is not possible de... kaox.. nvm... still got ww pei mi... n my dear ( who is watching tv ) can liao... haix... damn sia... mondae last exam... maths n chinese... siao sia... spoil my weekend.. but nvm lah... muz pia this two exams den tues n wed no need go school... yay!!

ok lah... gtg... meeting ww at bishan at 12.30... buaiz~~

2004-10-08T23:47:00.000+08:00

yeah!!! heehee... mi com reformatted n free of virus... running on wireless too... wahahaha... so happie.. can blog again kz... so everybody can see.. esp. yvonne n ww... so interested in my everydae life... ( awwww...) heehee...

yah... so todae chem exam... den after went home n go bbc... den after go amk with alex.. so so so happie!! alex got mi my contacts.. im so freakin happy loh... wahaha.. buy frm his fren simon... he very funnie loh... haha... den he keep sayin i is those type take 2 hr 15 min to learn how to take care n wear contacts de... heehee... but i finished everythg in abt 30 mins loh.. achievement liao kz... so god damn happy loh.. heehee... love my dear lotz n lotz... thkz dar.... muackz~

ok lah.. late liao.. wanna go bathe n sleep... still got lotz of chances to blog de... heehee

2004-09-30T15:50:00.000+08:00

ok0k... after so many prompts for my great frenz who are so concerned abt my life, i finally blog le kz... my com got prob lah... den i go blogger aso cannot blog.. so wad to do? not my fault lah.. heehee...

yupz.. so update on my bloggie... hmmz... now at my darling hse with mad here too... den my dar cookin for mi to eat... heex... so anyway, life have been great... school's fun but getting kinda stressed... den nxt wk exam liao.. damn faz.. den my dar goin to have N levels nxt mondae too... haix... muz study hard liao.. i dun wanna get retain...

yah.. so tuesdae was mid-autumn fest. my dar brought sparklers ova to my hse den we two play.. my dear smre make 5 rockets den very cool loh... can fly off the ground a bit onli... den fun loh... den aft dat dear aso made a heart out of a candle.. damn nice loh.. gonna keep it somewhere foreva...

so life without mad is gonna be so bad.... luckily school got izyan n shi hui n the rest of the bballers or else i'll be lyk so bored loh..

kz lah.. gonna go eat the food my dear cook for mi.. byex.. muackx~

2004-08-07T23:09:00.000+08:00

it's a long weekend!!

yippee... mondae's national dae... gonna be so fun sia.. dunno goin ndp anot lehx... dear dear sae the tix not confirm... i wanna go this yr sia... lyk very cool liddat... heehee... den tmr goin to see fireworkx festival... heex... goin with the rest of the gang-ww n yvonne...n dear too... den mad dunno coming anot lehx.. haix.. she juz recovered onli... den tuan n her lyk got prob liddat... aiya.. dunno her lah.. she aso dowan to tell mi anytg.. so nvm.. heehee.. mi juz uploaded pix of mi n dear dear on the com.. all thkz to zhi li n izyan.. heehee... den from my blog aso got link out.. so happy loh.. heehee... den mondae n tuesdae no need to go school..
sooo wonderful... haha... can go out n play! lol...

todae go bishan play... so boring.. the guys all play with the braddell hts ppl... den mi, ww n yvonne play abc.. haha.. den ww quite zun loh... can go until free throw... haha... den she sae she addicted liaox.. diaos... haha.. so firz round i won.. then they all run rounds of the bball court... haha... so damn funny...

ok lah.. gtg...

*i love my dear lotz*

2004-07-25T12:45:00.000+08:00

booorrrrrrinnnngggg

so sianx... school daes sucks... got soo nth to blog now... hmmx.. got some great news.... my mom allow mi n dear to be together... haha.. mi so damn damn happy loh.. haha...

haix.. another thg kinda upsetting.. my great-grandma passed away liaox... haix.. den this few daes at the funeral.. haix.. so upsetting....

haix.. realli nth to blog lehx.. hope sth exciting will come up in the week.. blehx

2004-07-17T20:35:00.000+08:00

-days of my life-

well, very long nvr blog le... lyk wad... 2mths...? haha... very lazy
to blog(again).... coz now aso very late come home eveydae... spending
time with my dear dear... so hardly have any time left to come online..

haix... my ownership of this blog is lyk so invisible loh... haiyo... i
nvr come online for very long onli den everybody take advantage of my
tagboard to quarrel... kaox... go smre else n quarrel can? aiyo... plz
plz plz... dun quarrel liao... peace is better... juz compromise each
other ok??

well, school is as usual, boring... now holding so many positions den
very bz loh... kaox... esp for art club stuff... ms see sux lyk shit
man... haix... life is borrrring... aiya wadeva lah... posted liao...
dat's all dat matters... heehee... byexxx... muackx...

2004-06-22T09:25:00.000+08:00

-happy bdae to mi-

heehee... now at my dear hse using his com(obviously)... had a great time ydae... reallie love my dear so much loh... he so teng mi... heehee... =)

ydae we met at abt 2 smth liddat den go orchard... den at somerset mrt dat time ww n qin wei gave mi my bdae a pressie... combined frm both of them n my dear... it was a damn chio chio chio bikini loh... pink colour de... heehee... i was lyk so damn happie loh... den mi had to change clothes... coz i tell my mom i go sentosa chalet... so i change into ww's denim skirt n her spagetti stripe blouse... den mi nvr wear proper bra mah.. haha... so in the change into the bikini as bra.. wahseh.. den damn nice loh... heehee... den after dat we walk to cineleisure... at firz wanna watch movie de... den got no show dat ends b4 lyk 6.30 loh... coz qin wei need to get home by 7 mah... so in the end we go yoshinora to eat... den alex wanna eat long john den i pei him go buy... wahseh... my dear reallie eat alot loh... he keep addin this n dat... haha... den we bring to yoshinora to eat... i of coz slowly eat again lah... haha... den in the end still eat slower den my dear loh.. so paiseh.. kaox... then dey 3 ppl wait for mi one person to eat finish loh... haha...

den after dat we went upstairs to take picture... heehee... den all four of us go take the three camera de... den we taking halfway dat time den the machine suddenly jam sia... damn stupid lehx... den we wait inside the machine for sooo long loh... den we all sit on da floor.. hahax... smre i wear skirt sia... den finally can take liaox loh... den qin wei everytime nvr smile... den alex got smile abit loh... kaox... den the picture actually very nice de... but then print out liaox den ugly loh... den got white patches wan loh... kaox... but still very nice loh... den aft dat mi n my dear take together... is the *eve* camera ah... the one dat can decorate at the same time de... den mi n alex take picture den ww help us deco.. so smart ritex... heehee... wahseh... the picture come out liao damn nice loh.. den mi zao geng alot... den ww keep covering up usin the deco... heehee... but then got one picture damn nice loh... den zao geng until damn nice... haix... but then kanna covered up... haix... den aso got one is i kiss my dear on da cheek... heehee... dat one aso very nice... gonna get some1 to scan den put it online!

after takin pix den we went to da arcade to play... mi n ww keep playin ddr n parapara... anyhow play de loh... den spend alot dere loh... den qin wei n alex play mahjong... den they used two tokens den win so much.. den ended up playin so long... in the end we stop playin coz we late liaox... den qw zao firz.. den mi alex n ww take cab go marina south... coz we eatin the steamboat mah.. juz lyk seoul garden liddat de... every1 was already dere liao loh... playin arcade aso... den we reach liaox den we go the "restaurant" to find table... den very hot... den everthg aso not ready yet.. so mi ww mad n yvon went back to the arcade to play smre... den we play until totally broke sia... den obviously we wont hang ard ritex? smre we liddat ps the guys so bad loh... dat's y i went out... how i noe wrong timin sia.. heehee... den i saw my bdae cake on da table.. haha.. frm swensen smre sia... den alex was so pissed... haha... den aaron n alton gave mi a damn nice cute dog in a basket.. so kawaii!!!

den finally we can eat liao loh... got crab smre sia... the food was lyk reallie nice loh... haha... had alot of fun n laughter... keep jokin abt shortie(tuan) n qin wei 7 curfew... den alex suddenly sae wan go toilet... den take so long loh... kaox... den he suddenly juz bring the cake out loh.. i got a shock loh... heehee... den got 15 candles on top... den mi was so happy loh.... wanna cry lehx... den they tell mi close my eyes to cut the cake loh... kaox.. den in the end smash whip cream in my face loh... lyk yuckx... den until now i still can smell the milk loh.. damn gaowei... den they keep takin the cream to spray all ova the place.. really damn funni loh.. the cake meltin loh.. as we washin up.... then in the end we at firz wanna bring the cake go ww hse to freeze den eat de... but then we keep dilly dally den in the end eat dere loh.. really nice lehx.. ice cream cake lehx... smre is my fav cookies n cream loh... i think mi n my dear really got telepathy loh.. he noes wad i lyk lehx... den mi still slowly eat the crab den he suddenly ask mi show mi my hand... sae wanna see smth.. i tot he wanna smash cream on it.. but it the end he put a ring on the fourth finger loh..i was so damn touched... was tearin liaox.. den was gettin late... so we left loh...

on the mrt horz... they keep playin on the bars loh.. so damn funny... den aaron alton yvon n ah boon went home... den mi alex tuan mad ck go ww hse for a while.. den outside hougang mrt stn ck fell loh.. he suddenly juz fell... so farnie sia... heehee...

haix... den at nite wen they all left liaox den mi n alex stae ova at ww hse... we slept in the guestroom...

kaox... then in the mornin her father wake up liaox den kp so damn much loh... den almost fite with my dear lehx... so damn scary loh... haix.. mi not gonna sae much le.. has been a long entry... see ya guys...

2004-06-18T00:13:00.000+08:00

my dear is da bez!!!

reallie loh... he's really the best loh... he treat mi so nice loh... mi bdae coming liaox mah... this mondae... den at firz got book chalet de.. den bcoz of a selfish fren of his hu could not go den didnt wanna book for him den now no chalet loh... den juz now he so fan coz he sae muz make my wish come true... i so happy loh... my dear really damn nice... dat's y i love him so much... heehee... but really..if cannot book liaox den nvm loh... it's the thought that counts...

den todae we go smu dere n play bball 3 on 3 again... todae got knockout round loh... den they played reallie well.. kaox.. but then so suay meet xue lian... den smre dat match damn important loh... if win liaox den can go si qiang lehx.. kaox... but then they played a reallie good game... they onli lagged by 4 pts loh.. so damn wasted...

kaox.. i think i veri bad to my dear even though he treat mi so nice loh... he todae play until so tired liaox but then he still piggy back mi for quite a distance loh... i really feel damn happy with him.. love u sooo much dear..

aniway, gtg.. mom nagging.. bye

2004-06-17T23:58:00.000+08:00

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2004-06-14T22:18:00.000+08:00

attitude problem | loving u | freedom

kaox... my dear so nice how can got attitude prob? but then kinda true lah sometimes... heehee.. he does have a little attitude lah.. but still...i love him...
wellx, for more info, check out mad's blog... full details loh...

kaox... mr choo is reallie so horrible loh.. he even drag the whole team down loh... lyk it's not their fault aso loh.. kaox... den keep saying mi n mad loh.. fcuker sia... lyk we nvr go taining and attitude got any linkage liddat.. kaox... wadeva... now mi aso dun feel lyk goin trainin le... wanna find mi taiji come loh... at most quit bball den they everythg aso cannot care liaos... smre mr choo wanna make yvonne quit outside team loh.. lyk how can liddat sia.. fcuker... fcuker... i hate u...

haix... den todae mi parents coming back le... kaox... den will lode my wide freedom loh.. they go overseas dat time i can go home late late nobody care sia.. den alex can stae ova n pei mi.. haix.. den now cannot le... miss my dear so much loh... now somehow cant imagine getting use to him not sleeping nxt to mi... hahax... kinda stupid ritex? heehee...

hahax.. had a great dae ydae at sentosa.. the sun was sooo scorching hot loh... den mi, alex, ww n qin wei(btw, they stead liaox sia.. so happy for them!) went into the sea... then we keep complaining how salty the water was.. . haha... alex kept findin thgs in da water loh... got goggles, slippers, n water bottle loh.. oh.. alex lost his beach ball too... haha... right at the beginning loh... he left it in the bus... aiyox... so muddle headed ritex? hahax... den now mi havin this great sunburn loh.. damn pain!!! it's on my back.. then t-shirt make it so unbearable.. haix... nvm... muz "ren"...

btw guys, mi bdae coming liaox... 21st june yah? muz rmb n buy mi pressie kz? haha... mi lookin forward to my bdae.. my dear sae will bring mi out... heehee... happy!!!

2004-06-11T11:45:00.000+08:00

-mood swings-

ydae the guys went to the salvation army dere n play the laz few matches of the teen games, captain's ball. they played damn well loh... won every game... den went into the finals... kaox... met the foulers again loh... lost to dem in the very firz match... den nelson veri buay song dem, coz they dat dae played until very foul loh.. den ydae meet dem again... haix... den we lost... by 3 pts... but then they really played a good game loh... althought they got second place, but then we all noe first shld go to dem de loh... haix.. den nelson shouted at the angmohs*... wen one of dem fell ova him.. den nelson cannot stand it loh... den shouted vulgarities... aiyox... den smre they christ one siax... den they bring nelson outside to talk to him... haiyo.. den he veri ji dong lehx.. den we see the foulers play until so foul den mi n mad aso got ji dong... hahax... aiya... second aso quite good le... at least we noe they won using underhand methods... nvm guys~

den after dat we went back to bishan to have late lunch again... onli left mi, alex dear, madeline, n ck niax... coz tuan had to go for piano... den went to eat ban mian.. damn nice loh.. the soup sweet sweet de... den eat until veri full siax... kaox.. den madeline sae she full but still go buy bubble tea... den i aso cannot stand the temptation den mi aso buy the honey milk tea... dere the honey milk is really da bez loh... can really taste the honey... den we go bbc play bball... clarice was dere.. den she sae the fat guy damn irritating... hahax.. we all agree loh.. she was veri dulan lehx... she kept muttering ta ma de.. she reallie veri pro at bball siax... den dat fat guy aso scold dear loh... for nth lehx... ydae was reallie a cranky dae lehx... everybodi got angry at each other for nth loh... damn funny... hahax...

den aft dat abt evening dat time mi n dear went to ntuc to buy food... coz todae mad, tuan they all wanna come ova n eat, den alex sae he'll cook pineapple rice... haha... den ydae we shopping dat time lyk laopo-laogong liddat.. heehee... but then, as i said, ydae was cranky dae... den mi n him aso keep gettin angry at each other loh.. i could tell, although he didnt show it... dear... sorry kz? mi now aso having mood swings den aso keep showing attitude.. dear.. sorry lah... dun angry at mi le kz? i noe im in da wrong... haix... -.-

the world now lyk getting so complicated loh... den madeline, tuan, yvonne, wan win, cash, alicia are all sort of lyk quarrelling at each other loh... haix... hope everythg an clear up...

2004-06-09T02:31:00.000+08:00

-in the middle of the night-

hahax... this is so cool man... i'm lyk blgging in da middle of the night siax... for da firz time in my life... woohoo... hahax...it is lyk so damn cool loh.. im barely awake n i noe wad i typing... wahhahahahaha...

ydae(or this morning) mi mad alex tuan nelson ck wee kiat n dunno wad chee de go all way to bukit timah to play captain's ball loh... lyk..hahax...so cute ritex? a few big guys playing captain's ball... i always tot that was for girls... hahaha...
kaox... it was a damn dumb dae loh... we met at bishan lyk at 7.30,8 liddat, den ck sae muz reach dere at 9... wahseh, den wen we got there the in-charge sae captain's ball is 1 o'clock den play... wahseh.. den it was lyk so early in the morning loh... in bukit timah somemore lehx... go back bishan den go again den sianx wan loh... so we decided to go for breakfast... so mi, alex, mad, tuan n ck go the coffeeshop n they had roti-pratas... den i ate mac le mah.. coz juz now gonna gastic liao... so kinda full...so juz sit dere n watch dem eat loh... damn tired loh... mi n alex woke up at lyk 6.30 loh... hahax.. but then we lai chuang den slp until 7... hahax... den in da morning in think he damn pek chek with mi... heehee... coz i was so fussy deciding wad to wear... hahax.. for my dear mah... den muz be nice rite? no difference actually... wahahaha...
yah.. so back to todae's recount...(gonna be a veri loh so todae, coz mi now waitin for wan win to come den got nth to do...)
where was i?? oh... den we had alot of fun n laughter at the coffeeshop... n it was still early!! so ck sae he noe there got bball court den we all slowly walk to the court... it was at dunno wad bukit gombak cc loh... den the estate dere creepy creepy de.. all the hdb flats run down n den the cc aso loh.. haha... den dunno hu is the dumb idiot who kept playing the ghostbusters song... den kinda funny... my dear lyk dat song lehx... haha... den all of us started to lame n talk abt our fav cartoons... ooo... den we aso played couples match... hahax.. mi, n my dear 1 team, den mad n tuan together... the rule is the guys cannot score lah... hahax... in the end mi n dear win... hahax.. my dear so strong den so easy get rebound... of coz we'll win loh... no lah.. jk... great game anyway...

so finally it was 12.30 le.. den we started walkin back... my ankle was hurting lyk siao loh... den my dear wanted to piggy-back mi... heehee.. he before dat already carry liao... den i so heavy... den i dun let him carry mi le... haha... love my dear so much loh... how i wish he's rite nxt to mi now... hais. wells, aft dat we 1 reach da salvation army... kaox.. den the floorball games still haven play finish loh... den keep delaying siax... kaox... hais. they firz match play with laz yr champs... no wonder they will champs loh.. dey play until so rough... den wee kiat play goalie, keep falling of the chair loh.. coz dat damn xialan tall guy keep elbowing him loh... den wee kiatso kelian... keep falling down loh.. *ouch* den second match they thrash the opponents lyk siao loh... 18-3. hahahax... den mi n mad keep cheering n screaming for them.. onli we two loh.. so paisehx.. but anythg for my dear loh.. heehee... den we keep shoutin for them to hit 20 loh.. but in the end not enuff time.. hahax.. aiyo.. den the nxt match is on thursdae loh... think i'll be goin to watch bah... muz support my dear...

den we went back to bishan to play a lil bball... had "lunch" firz- at 5 o'clock... den mad went back home.. coz her ankle aso injured... den left mi n dear onli.. so we two go bbc den he play, i watch him play...

aiya! dun feel lyk blogging animore.. wan win still not here loh... dun care her liaox... mi gonna dong liao... now is 3.30 am, 8 june... nitex...

2004-06-07T11:04:00.000+08:00

- [ i dropped a tear into the sea | the dae u find it is the dae i'll stop loving u ] -

so long nvr update le... dunno wad to update sia... oh... mi break with shaun le... coz of alot of reasons, den smre i think we aso xing ge bu he loh... coz he is those type quiet quiet de... den i very not used... haix...

y is the world turning into a disastrous place? everyone is finding faults with each other... not lyk i nvr lah... but y is this happening? haix...
now yvonne n madeline aso breaking up le... haix... den im lyk so stuck in the middle... haix... den now it seems lyk madeline not so hot among some of us loh.. dun wanna mention names lah... but gals~ chill kz?

well, at least some thgs are worth being happy about... lyk madeline n tuan... hahax... n some thg else lah... hahax... ssshhh... dat is so unmentionable... lyk nobody noes.... wahaha... mi dowan sae much le lah... haha... okok... gtg... catch ya again... -somewhere in june bah (hopefully)-

2004-06-03T23:48:00.000+08:00

getting lazier n lazier by the dae

hahax... as u can see.. mi getting lazier to blog sia... dunno y... heehee... everythg is such a bore this few daes... lyk doin da same stuff loh... after camp i lyk feel it is so boring loh...

haix... i miss camp so much sia... had such a fun time dat i actually said dat i dowan to go home sia... haha... realli loh... i tried everythg n completed everythg... so happy... hahax...
bagheerah rawkz... my grp was really damn united loh... didnt imagine loh...den we did all da lame stuff together... can u believe it? we actually sang nusery songs in front of da whole sec 3s sia... got baa baa black sheep, twinkle twinkle little stars, abcd, mary had a little lamb n if u happy n u noe it loh... we actually did dat for campfire nite item loh.. every other grp lyk take it so seriously sia... did all those stuff dat i think we see alot of liao loh... haha... so our grp was the special one... hahax... coz we "relieved the childhood memories"... wahaha... haiyo... den our instructors were super super nice.... *mitch n brian rox* mitch said he was proud of us... den i think he almost cried wen we left loh... den mi aso wanted to cry.. wah!!! haix... den sundae we went to look for him at clark quay.. had a great time with the instructors sia... some dunno wan aso... den they play guitar n singsong for us lehx.. damn cool loh... den this sundae maybe goin again... e6 aso goin... yippee~

wellx... dunno wad's up with mi these few daes... i feel lyk sucha bitch loh... i did a very grave mistake... i feel so cheap... i'm really sorrie for wad i did loh... but wad done is done... =(

aniwaes, mad n tuan are goin together alot now... gonna miss her lyk siaox wen she start to "zong se qing you"... den she think i jealous... hahahax... dat is really funnie loh... lyk i will liddat... aiya.. dunno wad's up with her lah... but then hope she and tuan can reallie stead loh.. will be so happy for her, dat she finally can fang xia jon... haix... mi aso muz try to le... i mean not tuan lah... but... haix... my jiemeis will noe de lah.. they so smart.. hahax... strange sia... after so mani months loh.. kaox... im gettin really angry at myself sia.. for bein such a bitch...

haix...

2004-05-26T22:50:00.000+08:00

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2004-05-25T08:48:00.000+08:00

-sneaking around-

hahax... now in com lab 1... hahax... mrs see bring us in for maths lesson... the online thingy damn cool loh... wahaha... i sit at the corner damn good... sh cant see wad i doin... heehee... but den not sae i not guai lah.. mi aso got do the assignments de lehx... heehee...

hahax.. veri happy... todae can see my dear... coz mi, fel, aud n mad r goin to get our trackpants for the camp mahx... den ask him come aso loh... coz mi ydae nvr see him den now veri miss him... he sae he cut hair le... wonder how he look lyk now loh... heehee... surely veri funnie de... but dun worry dear... i wont abandon u de... =)

hahax... betta go off lahx... later she come den see den jailat liaox... haftaa stand outside... byex~

2004-05-24T23:29:00.000+08:00

- sO haPpiE -

haha... im so happy... dunno y... heehee... hahax... a little update herex...

maddy n tuan
well... hahax... these two everytime sae got nth between dem... haha... lyk i believe sia... haha... sort of forced it out of here todae loh... den she "sae" tuan tell her she is da girl for him... so kawaii loh... hahax.. den i think mad is kinda confused now... she wanna "continue" to lyk jon, but then i think she aso lyk tuan loh... aiya.. dunno her lah... i think she scared i angry.. angry for wad lah silly gurl... mi aso have nth to do with him le... heehee... u noe wad i mean... =P

mi n dear
heehee... mi n dear(unknown character) is sorta goin wellx... he really very nice n everythg loh... todae mi go out to orchard until very late... den my mom talk to him when he called my hse... den he so worried den call wanwin's hp... so sweet ritex? heehee... really miss him alotx todae... nvr even get to see him lohx... only got da pix we took dat dae to see... haix... but i think my dear more ke lianx... heehee... he dun have anythg to see... so i muz be glad...
heehee... really wish dat we can go a really long way lohx... wanna be with him foreva... i noe he does too... heehee... todae onli the few daes onli... but i have faith in us... rite dear? heehee... love u...

aniwaes, ppl out dere starting to have goosebumbs le... haha... not gonna sae much... but juz hope mad n tuan will end well too...
*nite nitex*

2004-05-22T22:38:00.000+08:00

-it's a beautiful dae-

Lalala~~ went to watch training todae... kaox.. so freaking sianx... den i think coach not happy loh... haix.. i dun go he aso sae.. i go den he aso not happy... wad does he want? i sprain my ankle loh... wad can i do? it is after all a saturdae...u dun xpect mi to stae at home n rot loh... haix...

aniways, aft dat mad went for debate n i was lyk so lonely waitin for her... haiyo... den her phone cocked-up one... den cannot receive msgs loh... den luckily aik hong dere.. heehee... she waiting for micheal to finish ncc mah... heehee... aniwae, den i pei her wait for a while den borrow her phone for a while to use loh... wahseh.. so many msgs came in loh.. realli cock up siax..
den mad was lyk finally done... den we went to bugis to meet tuan, weijie n alton... aiyo.. still sae muz reach by 2... they aso haven reach yet sia... den weijie frenx even betta... so late le still haven reach loh.. den in the end they watch somewhere else den we 5 watch at bugis... shreak is damn dumb.. the show is lyk onli 1 hr loh... the shortest show i eva watch loh... wahseh... den aft dat we all go take pix... kinda awkward lah, aft wad hpn recently... but still..frenx lah...

heehee... den aft dat mi arranged to meet shaun(peicai) at plaza sing... heehee... den i sorta pangseh wan win(she joined us at dhoby ghaut) n mad they all loh.. sorrie gurls.. paiseh lahx...
den mi n shaun went to shop on our own... coz he was buyin a bdae pressie for his fren... so we walk so faz den the rez cant catch up.. hahax... unintentionally de lah... den we went to the top floor and started to shop down... kaox... plaza sing really nth to shop n nth to buy loh... walk so long... frm top to bottom is really nth at all loh... wahseh... den i think the rest went to eat bah... den went to look for them... saw tuan n the guys, but nvr see mad n ww, den ask them where r they he sae at the box office dere... den wen i go up dey come down.. aiyo... den used shaun's phone to call dem..but they nvr answer loh... haiyo... den mi n shaun nth to do so went to take pix... the dumb machine is really dumb loh... so faz de lehx.. den smre mi n him aso not good decoraters.. heehee... den turn out.. hmm.. not too bad lahx... very cute... heehee...
haix... den wen we inside wanwin called.. den she sae they goin off le... haiyo.. but den she came to find mi.. den i nvr sae we in the pix machine mahx.. den she got dulan... haix... i'm sorry lah...

haix... den they all leave liao den we aso nth to shop... so in the end we went down to j8..juz to get the bdae pressie... again... walk smre... den we went to converse n finally got a pencil case for his fren... den shaun actually wanted to eat dinner de... but den food junction got alot of ppl... den in the end he buy water to drink onli... luckily sia... was almost 8 le loh... den shaun send mi home... haha... lucky sia...my dad not at home... but he kp alot loh.. haix... nvm lah.. i had a great time todae...

-haha... he hold my hand todae... so happy... really lyk him alot... wonder how he feels...-

2004-05-21T20:07:00.000+08:00

-peace at long last-

good news lah... for all those people out dere... mi toalk to mad le lah.. happy? kaox... den it is peace everywhere... heehee... den at firz wan win angry at mi for talkin to her... den in the end she aso give in le... heehee.. den mi, vonz, wan win, mad n rachel all went down to far east to buy pressie for siang hoon.. she tmr bdae mah... den the guy at the printing shop damn funny loh... i think we stayed dere frm lyk 4+ to 6 loh... he really was entertaining loh... hahax... den mi n rachel aso bought a bag each... damn nice sia... so happy...

hmmm.. reallie confused now... he calls mi dear but i dunno if he serious anot loh... haix...

2004-05-19T22:17:00.000+08:00

liVinG thE liFe i waNt it tO bE

sianded~~~ todae damn sianx in class loh... den every teacher wanna have lessons loh.. r we really dat lovable dat the teachers miss us so much? kaox. den todae even have hmwk during chinese loh... wth siax...
oh btw, we up against 4n1/4n2 for the nxt debate... think we can win de loh... coz the laz debate mr lim gif dem damn low marks loh... hahax...

-- haix... so sad sia... failed so many subjects... reallie scared -dat i will retain loh... scary lehx... hmmx.. this june muz jiayou... i start working hard le... --

den aft sch mi, ww, shi ying n rachel went to orchard, wanna buy bdae pressie for siang hoon de... den damn suay loh... we were in the blues den she stole a ring... kaox... the camera was juz above ur sia... i didnt even realize.. worst still, she steal in front of mi sia... den i saw the guy noe liao, den i faster make excuse to get us put of the shop... suay sia... that guy chase aft us loh... den call police n everythg loh... den onli wan win steal mah... so onli catch her, den call her parents n stuff liddat loh... haix... i think ww reallie love her parents loh... she cried not bcoz she scared of police case loh.., but is bcoz she noe her mom will be sad n heartbroken de loh... haix... wan win dearx.. cheer up kz? wad done is done...juz make sure u dont do it again kz? face the music, the rez of ur will be behind u! dun worry kz... den that guy reallie veri nice loh.. he let wan win go lehx... den wen the police come den he'll settle himself loh... kaox.. reallie damn good loh... den wan win dun have to go police stn n all dat stuff... haix... reallie hope dat wan win will learn her lesson... cheer up kz? luv ya gurl... =)

2004-05-18T19:27:00.000+08:00

lalala

yay~~ bradbury won da debate todae... against burgess... kaox... there wasnt any competition at all in da firz place loh... mitchell, henrietta n timothy all talk so soft and so weak... dun even have the style of a debater... kaox... i was gonna slp durin their speeches loh... luckily dana n jacqueline woke mi up with their speech.... hahax... damn happy sia... mrs tobias was obviously tellin us the winner already loh... but she nvr sae directly... heehee... so happy wen the chairman announce the winner loh... heehee... the whole classroom burst into screams n squeals loh... haha... so damn happy sia... scarely ms ow so happy den tmr no english... wahaha...

-bloody bitch-

aft the debate ova liao den i was on my way home, coz cant find ww they all... den amal suddenly turn up den we decided go the mac near our hse... den eat very slowly den chatted for awhile loh... kaox... he aso noe abt the thg abt mi n HER loh... kaox... she have to go ard telling every1 loh... den still sae wad, she treat mi as her bez fren loh... bullshit sia... coz at firz was kinda soft liao loh... den was deciding whether to give her a chance to explain herself.. kaox... den wen i reach home den go online dat time, my fren/spy told mi she actually went to the BBC alone loh... kaox... if she reallie did treasure mi as a fren den she wouldnt have secretly gone to bbc de loh... kaox... so obvious go dere is see tuan de loh... plz loh.. lyk who dunno liddat... kaox.. i think this time reallie cannot continue le loh...

= u destroyed ur chance time n again | u dont care abt us =

2004-05-17T19:36:00.000+08:00

-sianded-

todae is such a borrrrrrriiinnggg dae sia... hahax... exams ova le den so relax... slp in klaz aso nobody care loh... wahseh, i this morning take my medication den will cause drowsiness de... so i in klaz damn sleepy loh... den slept in a.maths klaz... den bell ring le den i aso dunno... hahax... so paiseh... every1 wait for mi to wake up den greet the teacher loh... damn paiseh siax... hahax... den i physics aso... couldnt keep my eyes open sia...

wahlan... den some bitch during recess juz couldnt keep their big mouth shut loh... kept goin ard to tell ppl abt her chou shi loh... seriously, if such thgs eva befall on mi, i wont even noe where to hide my face loh, let alone telling everybody how bitchy u were by backstabbing ur sista siaz... no need to guess de loh.. bet u muz have twisted the story round to make it seem as though u r right... u always are arent u...? as if this is the firz time liddat... even yvonne can tell thru ur lies le loh... damn u bitch... everytime sae ppl very ego... u are equally ego loh... good for u lah... now have no frenz at all le... =P

haix..den aft sch was lyk so bloody sianx loh... actually wanted to meet alex den go watch movie de... den he dulan wif ww coz she keep scolding him behind loh... den he kap my phone... nvm loh.. den mi n yvonne went to far east walk walk... den damn suay loh.. the bus broke down den all the passengers had to get down n wait for the nxt bus... my ankle hurt alot sia.... haha... den the bus came and soon we alighted at far east... hahax.. den so qiao, saw clarice, xian guang n eric.. eric was gonna pierce his ear... den we all walk together loh... damn funny sia... we pei eric pierce ear liao den we all went in search for sex bands-for xian guang.. this guy is damn crazy sia... he got 35 ova bands on his hands loh.. crazy thg...

den so bloody sianx... the 3 2ts go home liao.. den left mi n vonz onli... so we decided to walk to heeren... annex is now lyk under major constructions loh... den nth to walk... so aft dat i was talking abt those canvas bags, den i beg her to buy it for mi on my bdae... so she told mi go cineleisure choose sia... den choose finish liao den hang ard abit... den my leg damn pain sia.. so we walk back to far east to take the bus 105 home...

aniwaes, wanna wish yvonne happy bdae... tmr is her bdae wor... luv ya gurl~

haha... i'm so happy todae... mad either went home or go bishan to flirt... haha... too bad... she's not with da crowd anymore...

2004-05-15T19:31:00.000+08:00

-totally fcuked up-

bloody hell... tuan juz now call mi... den the firz thg he said was "u fucking bitch" or smth liddat... fucker sia... plz loh... i'm not interested to tok to jinxxes de loh... wahlan... i hang down his phone den he came online to find... wahseh... den he damn fucking lame loh... damn fucking xia lan aso... lyk hello?? i'm not dat boliao so as to argue with u loh... juz fuck off loh... i'm not gonna to bother to talk to jinxxes loh... dun be xtra lah... accidents do hpn in bball loh... so wad if i n alex fell...? i dun think it is dat funny loh... but if u do think dat is funny, i think u betta go to the mental hospital loh... it is the right place for u n ur crowd...

2004-05-15T13:51:00.000+08:00

-borrrinnnnggg-

todae so sianz sia... cant take it anymore... i'm so bored at home... mom aso dun let mi out... sprained my ankle ydae u see... den swollen lyk shit liddat... haix. i'm so sianx....!!! den every1 not at home aso... my parents n bro go lunch gathering den my sis go her fren's hse in BISHAN... wahlan... den i'm so cooped up alone at home with my maid niax... haix...den todae winx and vonz and alex(zhss) go orchard... alex gonna pierce his ear sia... so damn cool loh... but he gotta be careful... he monitor den muz be careful of lau lau and mr koh lohx... den winx sae he planning to pierce todae den mondae change to earstick... i mean, dat's crazy loh... have to be very cautious lehx.. latr kanna infection...

haix... den was on da phone with vonz juz now... she tell mi sae cheng xi ask us not to come down le.. lyk, wad is the meaning of dat? sistax loh... wahlan... juz bcoz of dat *bitch* den he liddat treat us.. fine loh... not as if bishan is the onli place we can play bball... den todae aso actually wanted to kster de loh... damn ass lehx.. den bcoz of this whole stupid bitch thg den cancel... den now we frenz aso cannot be le... damn sia... but nvm loh... i aniwaes aso cannot go wad... wahlan... den juz now aaron aso call mi... now alton aso gettin influenced by the bitch and bastard loh.. acting so fcuking childish... den now the two brothers fighting... alton aso very unreasonable loh... cant u bros sit down n tok nicely? bros r foreva, frenz are not loh... ask urself if it is worth it anot lohx...
hey bitch... happy now? u caused a pair of close bros to turn against each other... u r such a jinxx loh... onli jinxx will mix with jinxx... so the rest out there, dun sae i nvr warn u... this bitch-jinxx will come after ur blood and make u feel as though u nvr wanna live again... she is dat evil...
and i'm so scared dat u have a gang of jinxx aft my blood... let mi tell u dat my blood will come aft ur blood wen u r done with it...

-fcuk- juz dirtied my blog with all dat jinxx... better wash it down with holy water.. -flicks holy water all over- y dun u disgusting evil jinxx get urself out of here?

2004-05-14T22:22:00.000+08:00

-wad the hell-

damn fucker sia... madeline is such a bitch loh... she turned everyone against us with her *innocent big eyes and beautiful pimple face*... she surely muz have used her amazing "best speaker" stuff again de loh... wow~ i'm so amazed by ur acting n debating skills... knn... den now everythg seems to be my fault loh... fucking bitch... i cant believe u can actually be so low as to tell eveyone abt ur chou shi... i would be so ashamed if such a thg gets to ppl loh... but in da firz place, i would not be so "smart" so as to tell everyone how i backstabbed and betrayed my best fren... aso dunno is which idiot sae wad sista sista de loh... where got sista backstab her own sista de? plz loh-

wahlan... den smre now is between US kz... u dun have to drag the whole gang of bbc down kz u bitch... y go tell tuan? so that ur sweet honey can help u chu qi huh? wanna slap mi izzit? come lah... dun think i dunno how to slap ppl too... wahseh.. i'm peeing in my pants lehx... so scary~ wow... plz loh... if u carry on lyk this we even ENEMIES aso can no need be le, coz in da firz place i wouldnt even KNOW u... den u'll onli be left with fel, aud, joanne n yu zhe loh... dun think rach and siang very happie with u aso kz? they think the way as i do, not bcoz i use my wonderful "debating and brainwashing" skills but is bcoz they have the brains to think for themselves, unlike some asses hu dun even have brains... no wait... i think they do have...but most prob is pea-sized onli... or else how could u have execute ur outstanding brainwashing skills on them...
so now u bez lah... on the most wonderful terms with them... good loh... den frm now on u can go to the bbc urself and make urself useless then... go do wadeva u wan dere... strip naked or wadeva... i dun gif a damn... and dun count on the fact dat yvonne will go with u loh... u think she lyk to hang out wif backstabbers? i'm sure she isnt dat dumb to send herself to hell loh... so good luck sia... have a great time alone with da guys at the bbc kz?

so now u winner loh.. bring tuan they all in to this conflict... now u aso brainwash cheng xi... wow... so u the best lah... i cant they actually fell for her tricks loh... cheng xi, u too... still everytime tell mi wad sista brother den u liddat treat mi lah.. wahseh... u damn good loh... wahlan.. now everthg push to mi... all my fault lah... den smre all dat "bitch and bastard" stuff aso not i sae de lehx... mad... u still have the cheek to call cx and tell him u wan a fu he(patch)... plz loh... in da firz place we where got sae we wanna fu he.. even we do aso muz wait until u change urself... bitch.. dun sae i attitude loh.. i noe dat by now... if u can sae mi den y not sae urself... i dun think ur attitude is dat great either...
n dun come and act concerned for mi wen i sprain my ankle kz? plz loh... zhou le kui xin shi den tryin to bu chang huh? if u so concern de hua u would not have laugh wen i fell ydae, n let alone backstab mi loh... and dun gif mi the crap dat u nvr do anythg wrong... yah..wadeva u sae i correct... we are all wrong.. hello... i saw the evidence with my OWN EYES kz? so ppl can u juz stop askin mi if i is hear ppl sae de loh... I SAW WITH MY OWN EYES... i ask so mani ppl le loh... not juz based on my own opinion... it's obvious wad u were tryin to do loh... nvm.. i dowan to argue.. i know i will lose de.. u got ur whole gang with u loh... wow~

ck... i am hu i m loh... u cant expect mi to sit down and have a lovely tea party with her to settle this type of thg loh... and everythg i sae i would nvr sae it if i dun have proof kz? den if u wan to sue mi for slander for expressing wad i reallie have to sae and for typing in my own (PERSONAL) diary den go ahead loh... i'm really scared... i realli am... but this is my blog loh... nobody forced u at point gun to read it loh... so wadeva u feel towards wad I have to sae is nothin... u cant use it to threaten mi loh... smre i NVR sae anythg abt the bbc ppl loh... u dun anyhow accuse ppl wen u urself dun even have the internet to see with ur own eyes kz? dun always believe in wad u hear... they are all fake.. juz lyk wadeva u would or have heard abt anythg comin out frm that bitch's mouth... if tuan see this i aso dun care liao loh... this is MY blog... i have the right to write anythg i wan loh... he gets du lan den so be it.. it is wad he feels and i cannot stop it...

btw, mad... i know u see this blog le den surely firz thg u do is call tuan and tell him every single thg i write here write... complain n complain... dat's all u ever noe how to do loh... u wanna tell den go ahead and tell lah... at least i sae wad i want to sae straight in da face, rather den goin ard backmouthin ppl loh... lyk wth... plz loh... my mouth foul aso not as bad as ur heart is black and stoned kz? n plz loh... i noe u think u very chio.. plz loh... u dressed so horribly wen we went to orchard on tues... no wonder jon aso dowan u le... u think u hypocrite den others aso cannot be mehx? plz loh... let mi juz tell u dat there are many hypocrites ard u... so dun think wen we sae u chio u r reallie chio, or wen jon sae he still got feelings for u he does... lyk... plz loh... wad do u have to offer to make jon stae? juz bcoz u wait for him for 8 mths den he will come back to u... aiya... u wait for ETERNITY he aso wun come back to u de loh... dun hope so much loh... and dun be such a bitch so as to lyk jon n flirt with other guys lehx... i noe u gif up jon le... but u dunno sae dat for so many donkey yrs le loh... but strangely, i dun see wad u do wad u sae... u are juz another hypocrite loh... always tyrin to attract attention... wahlan... and dun think u noe eveythg loh... todae we see that cleanin aunty at the bbc u got see b4 mehx? dun act loh... u nvr see b4 de.. i cant believe how u could actually sae dat "dat aunty always stare at ppl wan"... lyk how u would noe loh... wow~ i'm once again amazed at how u can tell a person's character by lookin at her once onli loh... den i'm wondering y u cant tell abt all the hypocrites ard u... let juz sae ur eyesight is reallie damn fucking good kz?

anyway, i'm not gonna waste my blog space on this type of bitch lyk u.... will onli make my blog even dirtier... but nvm.. since i type le den nvm... oh wad the hell... juz fuck off kz? we dun need backstabbers lyk u...

2004-05-12T21:22:00.000+08:00

-fcuked up-

firz thgs firz... broke with tuan todae le... reallie cant stand it anymore loh... dunno y the cute guy i knew at firz is gone le... bcum so attitude loh... haix... he todae shout at cheng xi loh.. lyk aso not his fault loh... wei jie aso at fault kz? fucker... stop acting so one-sided can...? i reallie cannot stand it loh.. his attitude damn *pui* now loh... -sucker-

wahlan eh.. den play 4 on 4 aso show attitude loh... damn it loh... tuan, ck, cheng xi n another zh sec 1 guy pne grp, den mi, vonz, aaron and another guy one grp loh... lyk plz loh.. they so good we put together kanna sai liddat lehx... cannot slack abit mehx? fucking ass... play until so serious den y play? cannot slack abit mehx? no liang xin de loh all these fuckers... i noe... play bball is liddat de... but den we are JUZ PLAYING A GAME HERE~ THERE IS NO PRIZE FOR SNATCHING THE MOST BALLS FROM SMALLER_SIZED PPL! DUN THINK U VERY BIG LOH... I NOE UR BRO FRM BIG BACKGROUND DE... BUT THAT DOESNT MEAN U ASO LOH.... U SO SMALL SIZE ASO... GOT WAD ZI GER SNATCH WITH AARON? FUCKER... ONE OR TWO TIME CAN LOH... CANT U USE UR FCUKIN BLIND EYES AND SEE THAT WE ALREADY PLAYIN UNTIL SO CHAM... CANT U SLACK A BIT... AARON ALREADY SNATCH THE BALL LE LOH... SO DUN ADD WEI DA N SNATCH THE BALL FRM HIM U STUPID MOTHER-FUCKING BASTARD! even qin wei aso got the human sense loh... he aso nvr lyk u liddat... u got no bei fen den dun come and bullshit in my face kz? ck is aso another ass... u snatch rebound he aso will snatch frm u de loh... tuan can jump tall good for him loh... den keep beatin the ball outta everybody's hands... fuck sia... den every1 keep showin mi attitude... even yvonne aso sae they play until damn wad loh... nvr gif a single piece of chance de loh... -juz fuck off lah sucker- wo kan bu qi ni men-

hey sucker. let mi tell ya smth... i noe u lyk madeline loh... it's kinda obvious dat u do kz? every1 can tell... vonz can. cheng xi can. aaron can. i aso can tell by now dat u m,ade use of mi to get closer to mad.. let mi tell u.. i'm not a fool... i'm not here to let u take advantage of and kick mi aside wen u are done. dun think i'll let this matter rest kz ASSHOLE.

...and madeline. u are another one that i cant stand anymore... stop all that nagging in my ear. u r not not my mother. i had enough of ur constant buzzing in my ear.. u always think dat u r right... let mi tell u dat dat attitude sux big-time.. dun think u get best speaker den very good... u got it bcoz of the lousy opponents in da firz... so dun keep boasting... it is useless de loh... and i can really tell how u got reallie cozy with tuan todae on da court loh... i'm not blind u noe... i juz cant believe u can do this to mi loh... u urself sae we sistaz.... but guess wad? i cant see the sister blood in you loh... u always onli noe how to act lyk a mother to mi de loh... always sayin all the bad advice and fucking thgs dat are wrong...
btw, let mi tell u dat u r now officially a third party too... so if u hate "fcuking third parties", does that include urself? go look into the mirror... and i think u find a very "lovable" female dog staring back at u de loh... i noe u very chio den got alot of ppl jio... but can u stop acting lyk a ***** and think wad u achievements u actually have. juz fuck off will ya? thkz-

cb... i'm so fucking fucked up now loh... y wont fuckers and bitches juz leave mi alone and go do their stuff? y wont they juz fuck off?

2004-05-11T22:07:00.000+08:00

yay~~ so happy todae... i pierced my second ear hole on my right ear... mi so happy sia.. . den todae aso all da main exams finish.. den mi went out with da gang... den aso went to watch van helsing.... it was reallie nice loh... den we in the cinema damn noisy sia... hahax.. den audrey kept laughin.. haix... but the girl in the end die.. so sad sia... =(
oh.. den todae actually wanted to go kbox with cheng xi n ah boon de... den they cant decide where to go... so now we decided to o on sat... yay~ gonna be so fun sia..

hahax... den ydae saw tuan... he show mi attitude sia.. haix.. but nvm... we aso gonna break soon le.... he told cheng xi todae dat he gonna break with mi soon.. but nvm... i aso plannin to break with him le loh.. i'm gonna do it firz... blehx.. =P

yay~ so happie... finally get my second ear hole le... hahax... feel lyk piercing somemore... wahahaha... aniwaes, wanna go slp le... tmr still got cme exam.. *nitex*

2004-05-09T00:17:00.000+08:00

hahax... i love my new skin.. it's reallie so pink n pretty loh... heehee... todae was such a fun dae... went to bishan to meet madeline n yvonne... haha... kinda fun actually... wanted to study de... den mi reallie no mood to study loh... so pei madeline to go buy photo album... she wants those reallie cute de den is got a piece of plastic de... but bishan's popular dun have... den she was so upset... haix... den aft dat she went home coz she goin out to celebrate mother's dae... haha... we aso saw ck at popular... he got family dae... wahahaha... damn funny sia... whole family walk to j8 go tour one round aso can call family dae sia...

haha... den aft dat mi n vonz went to the bball court to play... go there nobody sia... but then yu ting (KCP gal) n aaron were there without a ball... hahax.. they muz have been so glad dat we brought a ball... haha... den so happy sia... den at firz nobody de den dunno how come so many ppl suddenly appear sia... haha... den we play 4 on 4... since nobody dere den we juz keep playin n playin loh... oh... and tuan appeared too... but then aft dat he come play for a while den go back liao... haix... he didnt even sae goodbye... mi so sadded sia... but...sad le got wad use... lyk he will noe liddat... haix...

haha....den dunno how we keep playin n playin den 5 smth liao.... mi so long nvr play at bishan le... den now not on form sia... haha... den alex aso came... his dress sense damn sux loh... he wear t-shirt with jersey shorts loh... damn sux sia... haix... den i nvr go talk to him... haha... scared yvonne down dere keep sayin mi loh... so nvr go talk to him.... den i aso ask cheng xi abt tuan... he noes abt out stuff mah... he aso agrees dat tuan changed le loh... haix... wadeva he sae is really correct all... not lyk wad mad and da rest saes.. i think he reallie understands loh... u ppl out there shld understand too loh... dun act as if u noe n understands everythg loh... changin for others will not help n it will onli lead to self-suffering.. so stop telling mi to change... it is reallie no point de loh... i really felt better aft talkin to cheng xi... he reallie noes abt all this stuff de loh...

anyway, so faz 6 smth le loh... den mi didnt feel lyk goin home yet, so mi, vonz, cheng xi, aaron, alton n wei jie went to food junction n eat... the table damn small loh... den cheng xi's portion already took up half the space... he eat reallie damn much sia... wth... got rice... hotplate black pepper beef, toufu.. veggies... alot loh... haha... den it was really funny.. wei jie was full den he went around eatin the cucumbers and stuff... reallie had a fun time there sia... very long nvr so happy le loh... den ck popped out of nowhere n came n sat with us.... haha.... den actually aft dat wanted to go home de... den they sae they goin back to bball court den yvonne looked at mi... mi aso bu she de go home den she aso.. coz ck juz come mah... haha...so we went to the bball court and play somemore... i juz couldnt help it sia... heehee... haha... den we play somemore bball... wahlau... den ck damn xia lan loh... i damn hate him juz now... although cant reallie think of wad hpn juz now, but i noe he was reallie damn fucking xia lan loh.... i was lyk " u r juz a pile of shit man" to him every now n then... dunno y realli hate him lyk shit loh... wah.. den yvonne suddenly ask mi wad time le... den i look at my watch and tio shock loh.. already 9 le... wah... i didnt even realise i play for one whole hour le loh... den i start the ball mah.. den i saw yvonne leaving... so i anyhow shhot the ball loh... hahax....den chop sia... i sooo happy... haha... den i faster run off wif vonz go home... wahlau.. lucky my parents not at home sia.. or else i surely tio gan again.. heehee... anyway, veri late le... now it's 12.16 le loh... betta go slp le... i tmr stil got family bbq for mother's dae... nitex...

2004-05-07T22:31:00.000+08:00

ah... todae was such a wonderful and hot dae dat my sunburn got sooo much worse... i reallie hate it sia... now it is lyk so pain... i feel lyk dying man... hahax... den todae played till lyk noon den went over to yvonne's hse and slack... damn song... den we on da air-con and watch this ghost movie, dunno wad stranger de... heehee... i veri dumb i noe~ dunno even noe the name of the movie i watch... heehee... den my sunburn was so unbearable loh... i went running around the room doin dumb stuff... lyk shoving my face into the air con and applyin hazeline snow on my face... it was reallie funny... den i kept being retarded during the show... damn hilarious loh... hahax... den later we went and slack ard the comp too... den mi n vonz keep makin fun of madeline and her obsession with "sexy, naughty, bitchy".... she likes dat song so damn much loh... aso dunno why... haha... it was really funny todae....

oh hey, i found this great new skin... nice? i hope it works properly... =)

2004-05-06T17:37:00.000+08:00

it's had been raining again... den now so cooling sia... haix... heard a bad news from cheng xi... said his ex died... so sad for him... he sae think was suicide... so upsetting sia.... haix.. dun be sad kz? cheer up~ =)

hahax... juz now went to braddell hts to play aft chem exam... it was kinda raining heavily loh... den mi, carena, shi hui, izyan, madeline and julia aso dun care... but realli very cool loh... body cold n wet but feeling so warm inside... hahax... it was realli very fun... den aft dat all of us were so exhausted den we went to have a water break... haix... scared mi sick den liddat go play will worsen the condition... hahax... scarely get pneumonia sia... -choiii- den aft dat yvonne came, den fong yung and chu hao too... den jun zhang, jie sheng n another sec 4 guy came den we keep playin loh... wah... it was realli so fun loh... but den shi hui n the rest go home le... not fun le... haix... but nvm..still can play... haha... den we saw robin too... and he joined us... wah seh... he damn good but very zuai... =P argh...
den abt 4 o'clock everyone was so tired den we went home--->

haix... dunno wad's up with tuan... he lyk not interested to talk to mi... haix... mayb is bcoz of the exams loh... but... haix.. the feeling is juz not there... haix... nvm... forget it... i'm not gonna bother anymore~

lalala~~

2004-05-05T12:25:00.000+08:00

raining...
sick with sore throat and flu...
wad a bad n awful dae...

weeks past since my last entry, and there has been so many thgs happening ard... guess it's gonna be a long one todae...

haix... dunno wad's up with felicia, wan win and da rest of the gang... been so broken up... juz bcoz they think felicia has been spreading discord between da gals... i fully understand y they dont wanna talk to her... but she needs frenz... well, luckily, madeline has been there for her.... i dunno who to side... all i can to is to stand in da middle n hope this misunderstanding will clear up soon... but then, seriously gals, izzit worth it...? i think u gals shld sit down and have a good chat with each other...

haix... i haven been feeling so great either.... now down with the flu then having such a bad sore throat... luckily todae no need to go sch.. coz todae got no exams... so sianz... mad aso go compasspoint... nobody pei mi... -SiaNdEd-
haix... den now mi n tuan aso have problems le... he doesnt lyk my character... lyk wad is wrong with it?! i noe many ppl doesnt lyk my character sometimes, but i'm not gonna change juz bcoz some guy doesnt lyk it... so m i supposed to change for every person hu doesnt lyk my character n suit his or her needs... i can always try change for u tuan.... but wad's the point? it wont be mi anymore... i'll feel lyk i've totally lost myself... -i'm sorrie-
moreover, now aso got him appearing loh... he is not entirely at fault loh... i m at great fault too... if i didnt lyk him den none of these would have happened... i'm reallie so confused... i reallie dunno hu to choose... but now he wanna back out le... but den... haix... i reallie cant take it anymore... go for the one hu cares for mi n i for him, or the one dat needs mi to change before he can ever bring the feeling back again....

...tell mi...

2004-04-15T22:21:00.000+08:00

yay~~ we stead le.. on 12 April.. so happy sia... nvr thought we would actually stead loh... but now veri happy.. haha... we everydae meet den he would send mi home.. heehee... dat dae vonz n ck aso stead le.. den ck aso treat her veri nice wor... juz now he still walk all the way from bishan to my hse juz to paz i her book to bring to her tmr.. so sweet sia.. haha... den still use my phone to call her den aiyo... damn gao wei.. haha... his firz word was "dear..."..so yuckz... haha...

den aft dat wee qing call mi sia.. haha...mayb we're gonna get ourselves another couple seh...haha. he ask mi to call izyan to get her to call him... haha... so since when have i bcum their middle person.. haha.. but i dun mind anyway... heehee..

well..so i've updated my blog.. gotta do hmwk.. tmr got a'maths test smre..

2004-04-11T19:07:00.000+08:00

haha.... it's been soooo long since my last entry liao... so much been happening... haha.... life is improving!! hahax...

oh..there was the fun fair, which was reallie cool--> and i mean realli cool..haha...--> and mi n the gang went for the dunkin machine all dae long... it was realli so freakin fun loh... we even could go around askin ppl to dunk us, or even pay ppl to dunk us.. it was really hilarious seein each other soakin wet... abit sadistic but reallie fun.. den aft dat mi n mad n vonz went to play bball at bishan... den very late den get home.. but it was really so fun loh, playin in the cool breeze of the night...

then, recently... haha... there's this guy at the bishan bball court... he is really fun n cute loh... den his bball very good.. kinda a waste dat he dun play for his sch bball team... he really very faz n jump very very high... smre his dribbling skills is so damn great loh... haha... i kinda lyk him.. den ydae mad told mi to go for him... den i was lyk, dowan lah.. no chance de.. den she keep sayin i'll regret.. so obvious dat she noes smthg rite... haha... den yuan lai he aso lyk mi.. but abit onli lah... so dun realli pin my hopes up high loh... haha.. but i've been jumpin around and laughing lyk a madwoman since laz nite.. den smre cant sleep... haha.. kept tossing around n den wake up smiling.. so dumb rite.. haha... den now kanna headache.. heehee... realli hilarious...

haha... so i gtg.. i'll try to update my blog as n when i can lah kz? byeee~

2004-03-18T13:26:00.000+08:00

haix... so long nvr blog le... this hols is lyk so damn sianz loh... den onli firz few daes of the week damn nice onli... haha.... i everydae go orchard sia... haha.. veri fun... sundae go out wif hawook,mad... den aft dat go see mr quek perform at east point mall... veri funny.. den li dan n jess went up to him n gave him flowers.. damn hilarious sia... den aft the performance we went to play arcade sia... den shang qing so generous... spend $30 for us to play.. wahaha... den they play this boxing game which was so damn cool loh.. haha...

=let's skip mondae=

tues... damn cham.. raining loh... den coach went crazy n made us run whole of second level excluding classroom blk 10 times loh... den do sets alone already take very long liao... 20 times each set, 5 sets loh.. den altogether do 1000 skipping.. now my leg damn suan sia...

wed... hmm... stae in sch whole dae do the games stuff loh... damn fun... but aso dunno how come will get so tired... heex... den aft dat went to Raffles town club to have dinner... kinda nice... den firz time my mom so nice den let us go bowling loh.. hahax.. den my p2 cousin aso sia... but they no strength den juz anyhow throw... had alot of fun n laughter though...

so mani daes paz but i still haven touch my hmwk... betta start now... byez...~~

2004-03-15T19:58:00.000+08:00

damn damn damn... irritatings.... stupid trio... think veri funni lehx...? they think they very big sia... borrow hp from dem aso dowan.. dowan den dowan lah.. lyk i xi han liddat... sickenin idoits... keep sayin left three bars of batt.... how can be so coincidence dat all at the same time left 3 bars... stupid idoits... fu(king assholes... i den dun care le... i juz stand up n go... i ren hen jio le loh... kaox... u ppl think u very big mehx..?! now i return all the bloody money i owe u le.. so we from now on dun qian anybody n haf nth to do wif each other kz.. so get the hell out of my life... i had enough of ur bad attitude...

2004-03-06T19:38:00.000+08:00

haix... i'm so sad todae... all bcoz of him... even though he was near n dat was worth to be happy... but yet, i was more upset... cant believe it... argh!! he really lyk her loh... omg... haix... i noe from todae dat i dun stand a chance anymore... i really cant be compared to her loh... mi... fat n ugly, she, so cute, so petite, so chio... haix.. wad is dere to compared in the first place... haix... i wanna give up... i know i shld... but it is the matter if i can or cannot... haix... i aso found out todae dat he has been to this blog.. so obviously he noes every single thg... hell... no wonder he has been avoiding mi lately...
-wad a fool-

2004-03-03T23:01:00.000+08:00

yoz~~ haha... wad a great dae this has been.... i found out that actually being in the monitor board committee isn't so bad after all... coz still got bao xian n sandy to keep mi company... hahaz... so cool sia... den we'll have a campfire n stuff loh... wahaha... den also will be given out a certificate or smth at morning assembly... sooo cool!! hahaz...

well, wanna tell those hu noe smth... hahaz.. not dat thg lah... dun think wai wai.. but actually... it is juz smth small... hahaz... we have decided to nickname him cocoa... hahaz... quite nice horz... hahaz....

oh..den still got fun fair... all not from zhonghua muz go kz... den buy tix frm mi... haha... so excited... gonna be so fun! heex...

so sianz... wa... so late le.. betta slp soon... heehee.... nitez~

2004-02-27T22:28:00.000+08:00

argh...!! so fucked up now loh... wif my parents n my life... it's so frustrating... firz, my mom takes away my hp den dowan even wanna let mi use during weekend loh... den she even put her own fraking pin code den now end up in a puk code liao... she now haven found out, but i later surel tio gan wan loh... damn it sia... haix... den juz now she dun let mi use the internet loh... she damn biased sia.. everythg let my sis n bro firz... as if she gonna hand up her research tmr loh... sucker... argh!!

haix... on a positive note, we won todae!! heehee... now i think they going for semi-finals le loh... yeah...! haha... haix... den after dat mi carena n julia went to the outdoor court to play.... damn funny loh.. the bball board lyk wanna drop liddat loh... den smre got the nail.. haha... den aft dat we watch the match, st. andrews vs ri... cool sia... ri lost loh.. lyk.. omg loh.. haha... this yr ri n rgs lyk very slack loh.. wonder y... haix... den at firz ri leading de.. but den st. andrews caught up loh... haix.. miracles do hpn...

perhaps miracles do hpn.. but dat is lyk once in a million times onli loh... for eg. mi... haix... think le aso "fan"... really so frustrated now loh... nobody to tok to.. nobody to share my woes wif... aargh!!

=wad da hell=

2004-02-26T21:43:00.000+08:00

wahaha... mi now at home le... wahaha... so damn funny loh... shi hui lost damn lot in the end loh.. wahaha... coz she anyhow "hu"(win) den is actually a fake... haha.. den she ended up paying each of us $6.40(i think)... haha.... but den actually i aso can "hu" one loh.. but she "faster" den mi.. wahahahahaha.... not dat i'm trying to be evil lah... heex... den in the end mi n joshua win $15 together.. coz we combine money mah... haha... every1 losing den we onli ones winning.. so damn funny sia...

haha... den todae take bus wif him... haha... den haix... so unfortunate loh... got some ppl sitting dere be xtra... hehex... juz jokin lah... haha... but at least his presence dere is enough to make mi happy le... hahahahaha... i think i damn siao liaox... wahahaha...

haha... gonna teach my sis hmwk now... see ya....~

2004-02-26T17:36:00.000+08:00

hey hey... heex.. now at sherwyn's hse playin mahjong.. alot of ppl here.. heehee... he aso here loh.. wahaha... den the sec 4s aso here...

haix... losing money sia.. haix.. shi hui lah.. she juz now win loh.. damn big sia... limit loh..(e biggest) den everyone hafta pay her $6.40 man.. damn.. argh!!!

haix.. so boring.. my damn freaking mom took away my hp loh.. den she put her own pin code.. think i scared huh?? i an always break the code n den put in the puk code.. besides, i saved my puk liao... wahaha... stupid.. damn my bro lah... cant even wait for a few mins for mi to finish doin my stuff before teaching him mehx.. sucker... i'm not gonna tok to him liao... blehx...

haix.. damn sianz now.. gonna go play mahjong... tatas~

2004-02-23T22:15:00.000+08:00

gareth gates~ say it isn't so

Skies are dark
It's time for rain
Final call, you board the train
Heading for tomorrow
I wave goodbye to yesterday
Wipe the tears you hide your face
Blinded by the sorrow
How can I be smiling like before
When baby you don't love me anymore

Chorus:
Say it isn't so
Tell me you're not leaving
Say you've changed your mind now
That I am only dreaming
That this is not goodbye
This is starting over
If you wanna know
I don't wanna let go
So say it isn't so

Tempt to find but at least we've tried

We're still alive with hopes this time
As they closed the door behind you
We're so alone and time stands still
Shake the ground beneath the wheels
as I wish I'd never found you
Wohoh
How can I be smiling when you go
Will I be strong enough to carry on

Chorus

Miles, miles to go
Before I can sail
Before I can nail my love for you to sleep
Oh darling
I get miles, miles to go
Before anyone will ever hear me laugh again

Chorus

2004-02-23T22:09:00.000+08:00

haix... wad a saddening dae todae... feel so lost loh... haix.. den got him him n him... haix... call mi a flirt or wadeva... but i realli cant help mi loh.. damn.. somebody help mi.. haix... den all my tests all not so good loh... sob* haix... realli need sm1 now.. to comfort mi loh... haix...

he practically ignored mi loh... so wad if i do...?! u shldnt practically ignore mi loh... u told izyan a joke wif a ten-inch voice, and i was juz standing nxt to her loh... wad does dat means...?? u really dun gif a thought to ppl de loh... i cant help it.. i apologise if u take any offence.. but realli, cant we go back to the same way as before...?? u seem lyk a complete stranger to mi now... u r the one hu gave mi such a terrible dae... =X

haix... went to shi hui's hse to play mahjong wif sherwyn, shi hui n thomas.. realli fun.. den it was their anniversary mah... damn cool loh... den they made ice cream wif strawberries wif whipped cream.. yummy... but of coz i nvr eat lah.. heehee... realli funny dere loh... oh.. erkee was dere too... hmm.. think it's gonna be alright between us loh.. i hope so loh... =) heehee... yay~

haix... gonna surf more of da net den.. ciaox~

2004-02-22T18:26:00.000+08:00

hiya... wow~~ went to nike oneonone ydae... so cool sia... hehex... den coach wong n tan were dere too... they were referees loh... so cool rite... haha... den the lao lao wu gui referee aso dere.. wahaha.... really cool ydae loh... so many players n shuai kes~ hehex...

haix.. den skw nvr come.. dat idiot..! promise mi will go de loh.. den mi sooo pissed with him.. haix.. no point anyway... blehx... haix.. den maddy so sad too.. jon ps her den go off wif other girls.. den she left wif a heavy heart for the cha;et.. luckily she was cheered up dere... =)

ooo..den dere was this slam duck contest.. it was so COOL~~ coach tan smre one of the judge sia.. hehex... this guy, the winner obviously, did this spin n den dunk loh... DAMN NICE siax... haha... mi n vonz were so wowed dere.. wahaha... den it was lyk gettin quite late le loh.. den this dumb vonz still dowan to go home.. dumb idiot.. so mi dump her wif her two frenz n go home.. heehee...

haix.. den so sianz todae loh.. nobodi to talk to... haix...~ well... gtg n finish up my bio hmwk le lah.. see ya peeps~

2004-02-20T23:51:00.000+08:00

hey peeps.. yay~ gonna watch nike 1 on 1 tmr at taka... gonna b so COOL!! heehee... but in the morning still got training... haiz~ sianded... no point actually... coz we aso not really training loh.. wahaha...

was at ccab todae... Zhonghua vs ACS(B).. yay~~ we won... erm.. aiya... forget the score liao... heehee... win liao anyway.. was such a nice match... heehee...
omg! den i sae skw loh... i tio shock sia... he call my name den i suddenly freeze loh... heehee... so pai seh... den mad dey all still go n ji xiao him... -_-" wahaha... den aft dat we went to j8... den ask him to meet mi dere... ppl sch got transport mah... go back to sch for [free]... heehee.. he arrived kinda late.. so mad left n vonz went to meet her mom... so we all two walk ard den left.. pretty lame.. heehee... but i dun mind.. =) so we took the longer bus ride home... heehee.. he choose de.. heehee... den we were kinda flirting wif each other loh.. wahaha... den he so nice smre.. still send mi home to my hse downstairs.. cool sia.. heehee...

anyway.. gtg... mom nagging coz she wanna use the internet... so long den...

2004-02-15T15:52:00.000+08:00

oh... so sianded todae... mom, dad n bro went to jb... -yahoo- heehee... den mi n my sis, n my maid, sneaked put of the hse to j8.. wahaha... went to take pictures~~ heehee... but den the damn freaking machine had one of the pen damaged... Damn it sia... den not enough time to finish decorate... idiot... den now wasted $8 for nothing.. damn it..

anyway... haha... went to mtv asia ydae... so fun.. got black eye peas, SIMPLE PLAN!!! stacie orrico, sugababes, gareth gates n machi too!! wahaha.. was soooo much fun.. haha.... realli nice sia.. den got free posters smre.. den mi n mad queued twice.. wahahaha.... den we were screaming like hell loh... haha... den todae got sore throat seh... wahaha...

haix... smth happen ydae... haix... dunno izzit he lyk mi sia... cant tell at the moment... heehee... muz be careful of spies~~ heehee....

anyway, gtg... ciaox~

2004-02-09T22:41:00.000+08:00

hey hey~~ my new bloggie.. wahaha... hate the other blog.. blehx..